Posts belonging to Category 'Asacol Programs To Help Afford Your Meds'

To the Benzo Sucks group and everyone with a negative revolving door attitude.

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I said it was anyone with the negative revolving door attitude and that encompasses many……besides I was losing readable room in the subject line. I am not even sure who is on ARPASH so I have no idea who they would be but I am sure if they are negative they will fit under this subject. — TC3

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – What about the bunch from the apparent collapse of ARPASH or whatever the name is? They are here too, although not causing trouble for the most part. (?) Boyd — "The cure for boredom is curiosity. There is no cure for curiosity." (Ellen Parr- author) To the whole group of you who keep posting crap and things that hurt the people on here……. You have no idea how hard it is to take meds every day of your life…….to look at them and think, well fuck me….if I don’t take this I will be a mess, I will not be able to take my daughter out that door to the bus, go out to get groceries, to drive a car, etc etc…..and to know that every time you come to your support group someone is there just posting bullshit about your meds that you know is keeping you able to do activities of daily living. This ng is the ONLY support some of us get, the only psychiatrist, the only social worker, the only friend, mother, father or sibling or lover or all of the above. This group is for some of us who can’t afford meds and need to come here to just get through every moment of pain, this ng is for those who have no insurance and can’t sit in a nice pdoc office talking to someone who can give him assurance or a road to take when they feel all roads are closed.  I am so fucking sick of people coming on here to take that away, and I know Usenet is for the public and there is evil and ignorant folks out there….but for the love of God let those of us who need this place come here and have peace without constant, "I am leaving" "I am staying" "benzos are bad" and negative support/comments or slamming those who give good advice or places to go to get help……Think about it, go with the flow of the group that has worked wonders for all of us or get the fuck out(and that is to anyone else fucking up this week on here with their bullshit crap posts.)  I am so tired of it. Find another cause you will not convert anyone on here who needs this group and/or their meds. — TC3 I don’t know how that could be correct, but in either case, I don’t want to be anywhere near a newsgroup that opinions like this. — TC3

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Clap, clap, clap, clap….. penicillins!

ROTFLMAO! P.

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This is kinda off the topic but kinda not… is Ativan a benzo? Kirsten

Yep. A fast and short-acting one. This is entirely on topic, I

Med sales in m.h.i.

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I wish you would worry about your own problems and just back off!!  You’ve obviously never felt the financial burdens that some of us have.  Why is it that you seem to be the only complainer??

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – This post has also been emailed to the owner of the mhi FAQ… The misc.health.infertility newsgroup has recently become awash with posts advertising illegal consumer-to-consumer sales of medicines.  I would like Bec to come and discuss with the group how we might stop these constant posts from people hunting for buyers. If necessary, perhaps we need to change the FAQ so that any kind of advertising isn’t acceptable on the newsgroup.  With that change, the illegal sellers would be in violation of the FAQ and would be reportable to their ISPs – as a first step. Teri

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Completely unnecessary comment Beth!

Yes, and completely heartfelt, Sue.  My distinct impression is that she wants a stop to something because it is not orthodox according to her favorite set of codes.  I have absolutely no respect for such an attitude and I’ll pitch insults if I damn well please.  If she were to have had a more rational, specific reason for her complaints besides wanting to be the hall monitor, then I would have felt no need. Of course Teri has "every right to express how she feels," and I have every right to dissent.  Why should I pretend to respect an attitude that I think is stupid? Beth

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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Completely unnecessary comment Beth! Yes, and completely heartfelt, Sue.  My distinct impression is that she wants a stop to something because it is not orthodox according to her favorite set of codes.  I have absolutely no respect for such an attitude and I’ll pitch insults if I damn well please. If she were to have had a more rational, specific reason for her complaints besides wanting to be the hall monitor, then I would have felt no need. Of course Teri has "every right to express how she feels," and I have every right to dissent.  Why should I pretend to respect an attitude that I think is stupid? Beth

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Completely unnecessary comment Beth! Yes, and completely heartfelt, Sue.  My distinct impression is that she wants a stop to something because it is not orthodox according to her favorite set of codes.  I have absolutely no respect for such an attitude and I’ll pitch insults if I damn well please.

I don’t know Beth.  I just don’t think it solves anything.  I think a good number of ideas around are well, stupid too.  You certainly don’t have to pretend to agree, but I think we should respect someone’s right to a different opinion.  Really, there’s not much Teri or any *one* person can do to change the posting practices here.  It does take a majority to make changes to the FAQ’s.  At least it always has since I’ve been here. If she were to have had a more rational, specific reason for her complaints besides wanting to be the hall monitor, then I would have felt no need.

I guess I just have a different take on the whole thing.  I think it being illegal is a specific reason for someone.  Also, that there is the very good possibility that someone could be ripped off (it does happen) and concern for people who I think of as friends around here is a good reason. Of course Teri has "every right to express how she feels," and I have every right to dissent.  Why should I pretend to respect an attitude that I think is stupid?

I hope you won’t hold it against me if you disagree and think my attitude is stupid.  I don’t want to lose any valuable support and sharing from this group because of this. My final thought on this, agree to disagree.  Let those who want to sell meds go right ahead, at this time, it’s not against any FAQ’s of this group. Any changes to the FAQ’s should be agreed to by the majority of the participants.  I can use filters from now on to try and reduce the number of "med sales" I see since I’m not interested. SueB

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I am very grateful for the opportunity to purchase fertility meds from people on  newsgroups.  If it weren’t for that I wouldn’t have a chance to use these medicines.  I haven’t had any trouble and I haven’t heard of anyone getting any contaminated meds.  It really hurts to know the technology is there but that dh and I cannot afford to access it nor do we have insurance coverage that covers it.  I am also willing to take that risk in hopes of conceiving a child.  We have had to scrimp and save since last November to do another cycle of injectibles. It’s not just the medicine, but also the ultrasounds and bloodtests that go along with it!  If it weren’t for the posts here and on alt.infertility we wouldn’t get to try again this month. Karen

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – I would be crushed if people were forced not quit posting meds for sale here. Percentage wise there are more med sales posts here now. But it appears that’s because there are less other posts here now. Reguardless of what percent they are, without the abaility to buy meds online I would have run out of money for treatment long ago. I do not beleive that there has ever been a case, at least so far, where meds have been tampered with and sold for what they are not. What I mean is; no one has ever set up a lab where they made amps that look just like Pergonal amps, filled them with some other drug, then sold them off as Pergonal. There are a lot of crazy people in the world, and theoretically speaking, it IS possible that someone may someday do that. But I for one am willing to take that chance. Sincerely, Janet

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My final thought on this, agree to disagree.  Let those who want to sell meds go right ahead, at this time, it’s not against any FAQ’s of this group. Any changes to the FAQ’s should be agreed to by the majority of the participants.  I can use filters from now on to try and reduce the number of "med sales" I see since I’m not interested.

I agree 100%.  If med sales become a problem in this group (too many rip-offs, too much clutter, a change in consensus for whatever reason), then I’m sure the FAQs/guidelines will be changed accordingly. My own opinion is that med sales are a new form of an age-old natural market activity, neither right nor wrong, but inexorable.  And it is certainly a harmless mercy on those of us who have no insurance coverage, no national health system and limited means.  Should I pay $60 an amp for Pergonal for no other reason than because Teri did, and thinks everyone else should, too? And while I also think it is good to be concerned for friends, it is quite another thing to be paternalistic and moralistic.  That kind of thinking is, frankly, oppressive, and I would rather that it not be acted upon.  A lot of unfair, awful things have been perpetrated "for your own good," you know. Beth

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My final thought on this, agree to disagree.

As always, this is excellent advice; too often arguments go round in circles, with the same point being made over and over again. When all’s said and done, this is a support group, Teri is going through a cycle right now, and stress is not going to help. Teri, I wish you the very best of luck, and I shall be doing my best not to respond on this subject again, at least for now. — Andy Civil Spam protection in my e-mail address. My real hotmail address is my name (9 letters).

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Thankyou for that charming response Stacey. Could you kindly refrain from using such language in here. Not very lady like! Glenda

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 In my opinion, Teri has every right to express how she feels about the med sales.

Yes, certainly we all have a right to our own opinions.  It would not have concerned me if she had simply stated that she did not agree with the med sales.  However, she didn’t just state her opinion.  She asked the moderator to join in to ban them.  That is a completely different situation. As others have commented, we are all glad that Teri can afford to pay $60 an amp for her meds, or perhaps she just hasn’t been through 7 failed IUI’s, two cancelled IVF’s, 3 failed IVF’s and one failed DE cycle yet.  Personally, I have been extremely cautious about who I have bought meds from.  For the last several cycles, I have been able to buy them locally, so I have met the women myself, and even made a few friends that way. It’s too bad that so many states will not cover infertility treatments and medications.  I envy those of you in Massachusetts and Illinois. Perhaps as we continue to elect more and more women to our local legislatures and to Congress, this will change. In the meantime, like others have said, these sales have enabled us to continue with our treatments. I thank all of you who are so kind and compassionate that you are willing to help the rest of us out with your leftovers. Bravo, Debbie

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Boo hoo terri..it seems as if you have nothing better to do with yourself then bit** and moan. This site has helped people who can’t afford meds other wise. Perhaps if you spent as much time with your Dh as you do finding things to nag abt than maybe you might have conceived by now. Find something better to do than ruin things for other people. I bet you line of friends is short and few. get a life and sta out of others

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I was going to stay out of this but I read this post and it is shameful and mean. An attack like this is uncalled for and so spiteful it is sickening. You, things…..Perhaps you Jesse out to spend a little more time thinking before you post…… We can agree to dissagree about med sales but cruel personal attacks really have NO place here. Jennifer-feeling very disgusted – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -Boo hoo terri..it seems as if you have nothing better to do with = yourself then bit** and moan. Perhaps if you spent as much time with your Dh = as you do finding things to nag abt than maybe you might have conceived =

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Personally, I’d rather have the hole in my pocketbook.

Then you go right ahead and let one form.  But please keep your snoot out of others’ business.  Nobody here is a child, and nobody here needs you to protect him. Beth

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Charming Stacey. Can we not have a discussion without screaming, swearing and insults. Sheesh.  She has an opinion and if *you* don’t like it, than you can ignore it.

Hey Teri If you DONT like it than <snip childish use of language LEAVE!!!! We are good peeps <

Well your post doesn’t lead me to believe that.  Why are you so threatened by a difference of opinion.  It doesn’t have to be such a big deal.  People propose changes to the FAQ’s all the time.  Sometimes it flies, sometimes not.  The majority would have the say and I think we can see that the vocal majority anyway, wants the meds sales to stay.  Fine. SueB

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Teri ~~ ah, the heck with it.  Let the group die under the weight of drug dealers. Yes, please do let it die, Teri.  You have a hole in your head about this matter, clearly. Beth

Completely unnecessary comment Beth!  In my opinion, Teri has every right to express how she feels about the med sales.  I’m getting a little sick of having to wade through them myself.  While I agree that it can be a benefit to pass on savings to others here, I also know that in the "real" world there are sickos who would/could do anything to harm someone.  Personally, I don’t offer my leftover meds because I don’t want to be involved in the practice.  I only know people here via the internet and can I be certain the person has a prescription? Maybe some posters, but not all.  I worry about the possibility of the person self-medicating, becoming seriously ill and then my name gets dragged into it.  No thanks.  But that’s my personal opinion and I don’t begrudge other’s their choice to share.  I just advise caution.  Seems to me there’s a number of posters selling off their meds here which I’ve never seen in this group before.  What happened to suddenly have the increase in posts in MHI?  Makes me wonder about the intentions of some of these posters. I don’t think Teri’s post warranted the type of response she’s been getting. You can have a discussion without insults! SueB

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Amen, Elizabeth.  How is this hurting anyone?  This exchange has helped so many people including me.  If I don’t need meds at the time, I don’t read the messages. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – While I would personally never buy meds over the internet, I’d really like to know why it’s such a problem for you, Teri?  If you don’t like the posts, just don’t read them! This post has also been emailed to the owner of the mhi FAQ… The misc.health.infertility newsgroup has recently become awash with posts advertising illegal consumer-to-consumer sales of medicines.  I would like Bec to come and discuss with the group how we might stop these constant posts from people hunting for buyers. If necessary, perhaps we need to change the FAQ so that any kind of advertising isn’t acceptable on the newsgroup.  With that change, the illegal sellers would be in violation of the FAQ and would be reportable to their ISPs – as a first step. Teri

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If necessary, perhaps we need to change the FAQ

And who is the other person that agrees with you, that enables you to use "we" here? Okay, there WAS a troll, a long time ago, but it seems to have disappeared. Notwithstanding that people selling should make some effort to establish that the recipient is under proper medical supervision, I don’t see a problem here, this is not the situation that the laws were meant to prevent. Illegal doesn’t always mean immoral. Stories of people hurting themselves with traded meds are few and questionable, do you know of any? I’m interested in your point of view, I have an open mind, please explain where you’re coming from. But I’m warning in advance, shouting that it’s illegal just doesn’t cut it and I hope you stick to the speed limits. And if you’re going to pull "self harm by medication" I want evidence. — Andy Civil Spam protection in my e-mail address. My real hotmail address is my name (9 letters).

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If necessary, perhaps we need to change the FAQ And who is the other person that agrees with you, that enables you to use "we" here?

Considering that I began the post/email asking for Bec to join us and that she controls the FAQ, I think that she would definitely constitute another person who could join in this discussion. this is not the situation that the laws were meant to prevent.

I didn’t realize that you were a lawyer, but I’ll bet this isn’t a case that you’ve ever taken to court to set legal precedent. Illegal doesn’t always mean immoral.

Illegal means illegal. Stories of people hurting themselves with traded meds are few and questionable, do you know of any?

Andy, use your head.  How many people are going to go to the hospital and say ‘maybe it’s the illegally bought medicine I took that made me ill’? I’m interested in your point of view, I have an open mind, please explain where you’re coming from.

I think it’s quite evident: I see a discussion group that’s being overrun with advertisements for something illegal.  People get picked up for selling the illegal cable converters and for sending out pyramid scheme letters – and at least those don’t have the potential to kill you.  Is it so hard for the rest of you to have some realistic fear of putting unregulated drugs in your body? Andy, I don’t understand you.  You worry about pricking your finger with an ampule but you’re not scared that you (or someone like you) might be injecting who knows what into their spouse?  What a scary thought. Teri ~~ ah, the heck with it.  Let the group die under the weight of drug dealers.

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Teri: I don’t know about others, but when I buy my meds via internet it has always come sealed and untampered with.  They come in those glass jars..  It may be illegal, but until my insurnace company decides to cover meds this is the only way I could ever afford to do any treatment cycles. My doctor knows exactly where I get the meds and the only thing he asks is that I don’t get expired meds.  He knows exactly what fertility meds I am purchasing.  Funny thing is, he asks me what protocol I am wanting to do and which stim drug I want.  Usually an FSH drug, since I have PCO.  BTW…he prescribes the HCG as I can get the generic for $20.00 to $25.00 with my discount. So Teri if you don’t like it, don’t read the posts.  Get off your high horse or throne and chill out. Tracy

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I would be crushed if people were forced not quit posting meds for sale here. Percentage wise there are more med sales posts here now. But it appears that’s because there are less other posts here now. Reguardless of what percent they are, without the abaility to buy meds online I would have run out of money for treatment long ago. I do not beleive that there has ever been a case, at least so far, where meds have been tampered with and sold for what they are not. What I mean is; no one has ever set up a lab where they made amps that look just like Pergonal amps, filled them with some other drug, then sold them off as Pergonal. There are a lot of crazy people in the world, and theoretically speaking, it IS possible that someone may someday do that. But I for one am willing to take that chance. Sincerely, Janet

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excuse me presonally = personally my bad

Hey Teri If you DONT like it than FUCKING LEAVE!!!! We are good peeps and we (or I presonally don’t anyway) dont want to hear your complaints NOW OR EVER AGAIN we know what we are

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – something happens to one of us its none of your business!!!BUTTOUT!! Stacey This post has also been emailed to the owner of the mhi FAQ… The misc.health.infertility newsgroup has recently become awash with posts advertising illegal consumer-to-consumer sales of medicines.  I would like Bec to come and discuss with the group how we might stop these constant posts from people hunting for buyers. If necessary, perhaps we need to change the FAQ so that any kind of advertising isn’t acceptable on the newsgroup.  With that change, the illegal sellers would be in violation of the FAQ and would be reportable to their ISPs – as a first step. Teri

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Hey Teri If you DONT like it than FUCKING LEAVE!!!! We are good peeps and we (or I presonally don’t anyway) dont want to hear something happens to one of us its none of your business!!!BUTTOUT!! Stacey

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – This post has also been emailed to the owner of the mhi FAQ… The misc.health.infertility newsgroup has recently become awash with posts advertising illegal consumer-to-consumer sales of medicines.  I would like Bec to come and discuss with the group how we might stop these constant posts from people hunting for buyers. If necessary, perhaps we need to change the FAQ so that any kind of advertising isn’t acceptable on the newsgroup.  With that change, the illegal sellers would be in violation of the FAQ and would be reportable to their ISPs – as a first step. Teri

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Teri ~~ ah, the heck with it.  Let the group die under the weight of drug dealers. Yes, please do let it die, Teri.  You have a hole in your head about this matter, clearly.

On the contrary, my dear.  Anyone who pumps drugs into their body that come from anywhere other than a registered pharmacy have holes in their heads.  Personally, I’d rather have the hole in my pocketbook. The money I can replace, a dead or harmed person you can’t replace. Teri

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Teri ~~ ah, the heck with it.  Let the group die under the weight of drug dealers.

Yes, please do let it die, Teri.  You have a hole in your head about this matter, clearly. Beth

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While I would personally never buy meds over the internet, I’d really like to know why it’s such a problem for you, Teri?  If you don’t like the posts, just don’t read them!

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – This post has also been emailed to the owner of the mhi FAQ… The misc.health.infertility newsgroup has recently become awash with posts advertising illegal consumer-to-consumer sales of medicines.  I would like Bec to come and discuss with the group how we might stop these constant posts from people hunting for buyers. If necessary, perhaps we need to change the FAQ so that any kind of advertising isn’t acceptable on the newsgroup.  With that change, the illegal sellers would be in violation of the FAQ and would be reportable to their ISPs – as a first step. Teri

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This post has also been emailed to the owner of the mhi FAQ… The misc.health.infertility newsgroup has recently become awash with posts advertising illegal consumer-to-consumer sales of medicines.  I would like Bec to come and discuss with the group how we might stop these constant posts from people hunting for buyers. If necessary, perhaps we need to change the FAQ so that any kind of advertising isn’t acceptable on the newsgroup.  With that change, the illegal sellers would be in violation of the FAQ and would be reportable to their ISPs – as a first step. Teri

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Catch 22 on affording treatment

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Charla, I am so sorry about your sister’s financial situation.  Isn’t it a shame that people in this country can’t have the meds they need to improve their lives.  I will pray for her and will be hoping that she is able to find some assistance. smiles, elise

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – My sister can not afford the SSRI she has stopped taking it. The work she missed set her further back. She was scheduled for CBT at the behavioral health clinic but even with the sliding fee they set up can not afford the 50 dollars it would cost for her to go. She has filled out and turned in the forms for the sate insurance. She is still reading the feeling good handbook. I don’t think this is enough in itself. Charla On which SSRI is your sister? She should call the manufacturer. In many cases they will provide people with free meds. CBT is IMO best done with a therapist but if necessary a lot can be learnt from Bourne’s *Anxiety & Phobia Handbook* from which one can construct a daily program. I am very sorry (and a little bit angry) that money should be in the way of recovery… Philip In the meantime maybe her doc or the clinic can give her a few bottles of samples. Chip Hi Chip She was given free samples at first but the hospital couldnt keep giving them to her. I myself went about six months using free samples of Zoloft. Thanks for your input. Charla Before you buy.

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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – My sister can not afford the SSRI she has stopped taking it. The work she missed set her further back. She was scheduled for CBT at the behavioral health clinic but even with the sliding fee they set up can not afford the 50 dollars it would cost for her to go. She has filled out and turned in the forms for the sate insurance. She is still reading the feeling good handbook. I don’t think this is enough in itself. Charla

Dear Charla, Have your sister call a University Hospital, their sliding scale may be much cheaper, it can`t hurt to call. I am going to give you some info and numbers that she can call to get her meds for free. This is legitimate and she should pursue it, all she needs is her doctors help. Can I get the drugs if I am poor? Often, pharmaceutical-company representatives visit physicians and leave free samples of medications. Physicians may give these samples to patients who cannot afford the expense of the medications. In addition, each of the pharmaceutical companies involved in the production of the five primary anti-obsessional drugs offers free medication to patients who are truly quite poor. The Pharmaceutical Research and Manufacturers Association publishes a directory of indigent programs for those who cannot afford medications. Physicians can request a copy of the guide by calling (202)835-3450. To get more information on each company’s programs, you or your physician can contact the indigent-patient program at the following companies directly: Luvox: Solvay Patient Assistance Program: (800) 788-9277 Prozac: Lilly Cares Program: (800 ) 545-6962 Paxil: SmithKline Paxil Access To Care Program: (800) 546-0420 (patient requests): (215) 751-5722 (physician requests) Zoloft: Pfizer Prescription Assistance: (800 ) 646-4455 Anafranil: Ciba-Geigy Patient Support Program: (800) 257-3273 (908) 277-5849 Effexor: Wyeth-Ayerst Labs: (800) 568-9936 (physician requests) Celexa: Forest Pharmaceutical Company Indigent Patient Program: (800) 678-1605 (physician requests) You need to know the manufacturer of her meds for this link and the next one: http://www.geocities.com/HotSprings/Spa/7379/freemeds.html http://www.cancercareinc.org/services/drug_companies.htm This has alot of info for people who can`t afford meds. http://panicdisorder.about.com/library/weekly/aa110498.htm Take care and much luck to your sister, Jackie Before you buy.

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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – My sister can not afford the SSRI she has stopped taking it. The work she missed set her further back. She was scheduled for CBT at the behavioral health clinic but even with the sliding fee they set up can not afford the 50 dollars it would cost for her to go. She has filled out and turned in the forms for the sate insurance. She is still reading the feeling good handbook. I don’t think this is enough in itself. Charla

Charla! I’m very sorry that your sister can’t afford the med.  Is there any other dept. she can go to besides the state?  Any clinic or university hospital with a better sliding scale?  I hope there’s another alternative for her unless the state can help her out.  I’ll be thinking of you and your sister. Hugs, Di

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Thank you Jackie, Your time and effort is truly appreciated. Hugs Charla

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – My sister can not afford the SSRI she has stopped taking it. The work she missed set her further back. She was scheduled for CBT at the behavioral health clinic but even with the sliding fee they set up can not afford the 50 dollars it would cost for her to go. She has filled out and turned in the forms for the sate insurance. She is still reading the feeling good handbook. I don’t think this is enough in itself. Charla Dear Charla, Have your sister call a University Hospital, their sliding scale may be much cheaper, it can`t hurt to call. I am going to give you some info and numbers that she can call to get her meds for free. This is legitimate and she should pursue it, all she needs is her doctors help. Can I get the drugs if I am poor? Often, pharmaceutical-company representatives visit physicians and leave free samples of medications. Physicians may give these samples to patients who cannot afford the expense of the medications. In addition, each of the pharmaceutical companies involved in the production of the five primary anti-obsessional drugs offers free medication to patients who are truly quite poor. The Pharmaceutical Research and Manufacturers Association publishes a directory of indigent programs for those who cannot afford medications. Physicians can request a copy of the guide by calling (202)835-3450. To get more information on each company’s programs, you or your physician can contact the indigent-patient program at the following companies directly: Luvox: Solvay Patient Assistance Program: (800) 788-9277 Prozac: Lilly Cares Program: (800 ) 545-6962 Paxil: SmithKline Paxil Access To Care Program: (800) 546-0420 (patient requests): (215) 751-5722 (physician requests) Zoloft: Pfizer Prescription Assistance: (800 ) 646-4455 Anafranil: Ciba-Geigy Patient Support Program: (800) 257-3273 (908) 277-5849 Effexor: Wyeth-Ayerst Labs: (800) 568-9936 (physician requests) Celexa: Forest Pharmaceutical Company Indigent Patient Program: (800) 678-1605 (physician requests) You need to know the manufacturer of her meds for this link and the next one: http://www.geocities.com/HotSprings/Spa/7379/freemeds.html http://www.cancercareinc.org/services/drug_companies.htm This has alot of info for people who can`t afford meds. http://panicdisorder.about.com/library/weekly/aa110498.htm Take care and much luck to your sister, Jackie Before you buy.

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Charla, I am so sorry about your sister’s financial situation.  Isn’t it a shame that people in this country can’t have the meds they need to improve their lives.  I will pray for her and will be hoping that she is able to find some assistance. smiles, elise

Charla, Have you checked out these links? The first one lists pharmaceutic companies with a free med program, the second one is the site of a pivately sponsored organization which pays for meds for those who can’t afford them. http://geocities.com/HotSprings/Spa/7379/freemeds.html http://www.themedicineprogram.com/ Philip – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – My sister can not afford the SSRI she has stopped taking it. The work she missed set her further back. She was scheduled for CBT at the behavioral health clinic but even with the sliding fee they set up can not afford the 50 dollars it would cost for her to go. She has filled out and turned in the forms for the sate insurance. She is still reading the feeling good handbook. I don’t think this is enough in itself. Charla On which SSRI is your sister? She should call the manufacturer. In many cases they will provide people with free meds. CBT is IMO best done with a therapist but if necessary a lot can be learnt from Bourne’s *Anxiety & Phobia Handbook* from which one can construct a daily program. I am very sorry (and a little bit angry) that money should be in the way of recovery… Philip In the meantime maybe her doc or the clinic can give her a few bottles of samples. Chip Hi Chip She was given free samples at first but the hospital couldnt keep giving them to her. I myself went about six months using free samples of Zoloft. Thanks for your input. Charla Before you buy.

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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – My sister can not afford the SSRI she has stopped taking it. The work she missed set her further back. She was scheduled for CBT at the behavioral health clinic but even with the sliding fee they set up can not afford the 50 dollars it would cost for her to go. She has filled out and turned in the forms for the sate insurance. She is still reading the feeling good handbook. I don’t think this is enough in itself. Charla On which SSRI is your sister? She should call the manufacturer. In many cases they will provide people with free meds. CBT is IMO best done with a therapist but if necessary a lot can be learnt from Bourne’s *Anxiety & Phobia Handbook* from which one can construct a daily program. I am very sorry (and a little bit angry) that money should be in the way of recovery… Philip In the meantime maybe her doc or the clinic can give her a few bottles of samples. Chip

Hi Chip She was given free samples at first but the hospital couldnt keep giving them to her. I myself went about six months using free samples of Zoloft. Thanks for your input. Charla – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Before you buy.

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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – My sister can not afford the SSRI she has stopped taking it. The work she missed set her further back. She was scheduled for CBT at the behavioral health clinic but even with the sliding fee they set up can not afford the 50 dollars it would cost for her to go. She has filled out and turned in the forms for the sate insurance. She is still reading the feeling good handbook. I don’t think this is enough in itself. Charla On which SSRI is your sister? She should call the manufacturer. In many cases they will provide people with free meds. CBT is IMO best done with a therapist but if necessary a lot can be learnt from Bourne’s *Anxiety & Phobia Handbook* from which one can construct a daily program. I am very sorry (and a little bit angry) that money should be in the way of recovery… Philip

In the meantime maybe her doc or the clinic can give her a few bottles of samples. Chip Before you buy.

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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – My sister can not afford the SSRI she has stopped taking it. The work she missed set her further back. She was scheduled for CBT at the behavioral health clinic but even with the sliding fee they set up can not afford the 50 dollars it would cost for her to go. She has filled out and turned in the forms for the sate insurance. She is still reading the feeling good handbook. I don’t think this is enough in itself. Charla

On which SSRI is your sister? She should call the manufacturer. In many cases they will provide people with free meds. CBT is IMO best done with a therapist but if necessary a lot can be learnt from Bourne’s *Anxiety & Phobia Handbook* from which one can construct a daily program. I am very sorry (and a little bit angry) that money should be in the way of recovery… Philip

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Thank You Elise!! It makes me mad to. The people that use meds the most are the people that can least afford them. Illness puts people out of work and ect… Charla – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Charla, I am so sorry about your sister’s financial situation.  Isn’t it a shame that people in this country can’t have the meds they need to improve their lives.  I will pray for her and will be hoping that she is able to find some assistance. smiles, elise My sister can not afford the SSRI she has stopped taking it. The work she missed set her further back. She was scheduled for CBT at the behavioral health clinic but even with the sliding fee they set up can not afford the 50 dollars it would cost for her to go. She has filled out and turned in the forms for the sate insurance. She is still reading the feeling good handbook. I don’t think this is enough in itself. Charla On which SSRI is your sister? She should call the manufacturer. In many cases they will provide people with free meds. CBT is IMO best done with a therapist but if necessary a lot can be learnt from Bourne’s *Anxiety & Phobia Handbook* from which one can construct a daily program. I am very sorry (and a little bit angry) that money should be in the way of recovery… Philip In the meantime maybe her doc or the clinic can give her a few bottles of samples. Chip Hi Chip She was given free samples at first but the hospital couldnt keep giving them to her. I myself went about six months using free samples of Zoloft. Thanks for your input. Charla Before you buy.

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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – My sister can not afford the SSRI she has stopped taking it. The work she missed set her further back. She was scheduled for CBT at the behavioral health clinic but even with the sliding fee they set up can not afford the 50 dollars it would cost for her to go. She has filled out and turned in the forms for the sate insurance. She is still reading the feeling good handbook. I don’t think this is enough in itself. Charla On which SSRI is your sister? She should call the manufacturer. In many cases they will provide people with free meds. CBT is IMO best done with a therapist but if necessary a lot can be learnt from Bourne’s *Anxiety & Phobia Handbook* from which one can construct a daily program. I am very sorry (and a little bit angry) that money should be in the way of recovery… Philip

Hi Philip, I wrote down info about the SSRI so I wouldn’t forget. I know what the paper I wrote it on looks like but I cant seem to remember where I put the paper. Im going to search the links that were posted here a few days ago on this subject. Im upset to. It has been less then a month from when she got out of the hospital. Ill get her a copy of the Work Book. Thanks Charla

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Thank you Cheryl!! Charla

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Charla,   I agree, the book is not enough…I wish I could give you direction in where to find the financial help she needs.  I will do the only thing I can and keep her in my thoughts…It angers me that folks cannot get the treatment they need.  It really pisses me to no end.  {{{{Charla}}}} Cheryl — TC3 Always take an emergency leisurely. Chinese Proverb My sister can not afford the SSRI she has stopped taking it. The work she missed set her further back. She was scheduled for CBT at the behavioral health clinic but even with the sliding fee they set up can not afford the 50 dollars it would cost for her to go. She has filled out and turned in the forms for the sate insurance. She is still reading the feeling good handbook. I don’t think this is enough in itself. Charla

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Charla,   I agree, the book is not enough…I wish I could give you direction in where to find the financial help she needs.  I will do the only thing I can and keep her in my thoughts…It angers me that folks cannot get the treatment they need.  It really pisses me to no end.  {{{{Charla}}}}  Cheryl — TC3 Always take an emergency leisurely. Chinese Proverb

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – My sister can not afford the SSRI she has stopped taking it. The work she missed set her further back. She was scheduled for CBT at the behavioral health clinic but even with the sliding fee they set up can not afford the 50 dollars it would cost for her to go. She has filled out and turned in the forms for the sate insurance. She is still reading the feeling good handbook. I don’t think this is enough in itself. Charla

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My sister can not afford the SSRI she has stopped taking it. The work she missed set her further back. She was scheduled for CBT at the behavioral health clinic but even with the sliding fee they set up can not afford the 50 dollars it would cost for her to go. She has filled out and turned in the forms for the sate insurance. She is still reading the feeling good handbook. I don’t think this is enough in itself. Charla

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Just got back from my latest appointment with my gp. My Paroxetine dosage has been increased to 40mg a day. At this rate I won’t be able to afford meds for much longer (6 quid for 2 weeks worth). I have been on Paroxetine for 3 weeks now, and if anything I feel worse. I guess this is why my dosage has been increased.

did you tell the doctor you felt worse? try the increase and if you still see no improvement maybe it’s the wrong drug. i know it’s hard waiting but i can’t see any alternative. you are worth the effort John i just wish you could believe that. To be perfectly honest, I can’t see the point. Why not just prescribe me cyanide and be done with it. Save everyone a lot of time and effort and it will be better for everybody.

now that’s definatly the depression talking. like it or not there are people here who care about what happens to you and it would not be better for any of us if you were not here. if you get to the point where you can’t see any way out please call the samaritans or something please. there are people who can help and things can get better. all you have to do is get from one day to the next, that’s all. anything else can wait. love debbie – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – — JP

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Just got back from my latest appointment with my gp. My Paroxetine dosage has been increased to 40mg a day. At this rate I won’t be able to afford meds for much longer (6 quid for 2 weeks worth). I have been on Paroxetine for 3 weeks now, and if anything I feel worse. I guess this is why my dosage has been increased. To be perfectly honest, I can’t see the point. Why not just prescribe me cyanide and be done with it. Save everyone a lot of time and effort and it will be better for everybody. — JP

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By now you may know about prodromal symptoms. Not everybody gets them, but if you do they might feel like a tingle, an itch, or a little burning spot, before there’s a visible red spot or blister. My remedy is, when I feel the prodromal tingle, to breathe deeply for a while, stopping just short of hyperventilating. I’ve learned to do it quietly, so people around me don’t notice I’m doing it. Basically, I quickly get a lot of oxygen into my system. In a few minutes, the prodrome begins to fade and then usually goes away. Sometimes it comes back, so I do it again.

In addition to what hi_nrg does, with the breathing, I use peroxide on my breakout site.  I use it daily and havent had an ob in over 3 months evelyn

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Patrick, Do you know in what way the ph changes? Also, in light of "oxygenation therapy" that has been mentioned on the NG before, do you think the breathing has a restricting effect on the virus by increasing the oxygen level in the bloodstream? I’m very interested to know – maybe someday, a clinical study could be done (though I’m not sure who would fund it, since there’s no profit anywhere). Thanks for the info! Hi_nrg Before you buy.

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Evelyn, Do I understand you right? Are you also using breath to ward off OBs? Do you do it basically the same as me? When you use the H2O2, is there any visual evidence of the expected OB? Like redness? Or do you just put it where you feel the prodrome? And do you only apply it once? I’m very glad to hear from you – and I’m interested in exchanging details that might eventually help others. Thanks! Hi_nrg Before you buy.

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Evelyn, Do I understand you right? Are you also using breath to ward off OBs? Do you do it basically the same as me?

Well, alittle of both, actually.  I read on a website that I frequent, that deep breathing promotes better wellness on the whole. It adds energy and helps the immune system. quoted: "Deep breathing releases tension, and tension, because it involves  muscle contraction, produces lactic acid and carbon dioxide.  When you relieve tension you will be producing less acids and toxins that are harmful to your body. Patrick mentioned something about pH: quoted: "… our blood must remain slightly alkaline (7.4) and even tiny deviations from this can be dangerous. Since your respiratory center bases its work on the acid/alkaline balance, if the acidity in your blood increases the respiratory center automatically increases the breath rate.  This helps to expel excess carbon dioxide and bring in needed oxygen." I find that deep breathing helps get rid of headaches faster and also cramping during my period. When you use the H2O2, is there any visual evidence of the expected OB? Like redness? Or do you just put it where you feel the prodrome? And do you only apply it once?

Nope, just the prodrome.  I usually apply twice daily, even when I dont feel a tingle.  Peroxide has been a topic of debate on this ng for a while along with the DMSO (which I havent used).  I have heard that you can injest liquid oxygen and it supposedly helps as well, but I havent done that either. I’m very glad to hear from you – and I’m interested in exchanging details that might eventually help others.

Any time, I like to keep an open mind.  So far this has been working Evelyn

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HI ev, I am confused, you say: Nope, just the prodrome. I usually apply twice daily, even when

I dont feel a tingle.< Is that twice daily every day?  Or just during prodrome?  And what do you mean even when you don’t feel a tingle?  What other prodrome symptoms do you have?  My prodrome is tingling and itching…..just curious what else you experience. Thanks, Denise * Sent from RemarQ http://www.remarq.com The Internet’s Discussion Network * The fastest and easiest way to search and participate in Usenet – Free!

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Off the top of my head, I think hyperventilation causes, (can cause), alkalosis = an increase of blood pH.  Come to think of it, I’m sure.  It is due to the excessive excretion of carbon dioxide through the lungs. I don’t know anything about the oxygenation therapy, I have not looked into it. I was just speculating about the hyperventilating thing you were talking about.  You see, assuming one has normal lungs, heart and circulation and no anemia, it is the carbon dioxide level that is suddenly changed by changing our breathing, much more than the oxygen level.   So when you told us about your "strange but working remedy", I immediately thought about carbon dioxide and blood pH. -Patrick – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Patrick, Do you know in what way the ph changes? Also, in light of "oxygenation therapy" that has been mentioned on the NG before, do you think the breathing has a restricting effect on the virus by increasing the oxygen level in the bloodstream? I’m very interested to know – maybe someday, a clinical study could be done (though I’m not sure who would fund it, since there’s no profit anywhere). Thanks for the info! Hi_nrg Before you buy.

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I apply preoxide twice daily every single day – prodrome or not.   My prodrome comes in the form of a tingle.  Never really got any itching.  I itched when the actual lesion came out. evelyn – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – HI ev, I am confused, you say: Nope, just the prodrome. I usually apply twice daily, even when I dont feel a tingle.< Is that twice daily every day?  Or just during prodrome?  And what do you mean even when you don’t feel a tingle?  What other prodrome symptoms do you have?  My prodrome is tingling and itching…..just curious what else you experience. Thanks, Denise * Sent from RemarQ http://www.remarq.com The Internet’s Discussion Network * The fastest and easiest way to search and participate in Usenet – Free!

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Thanks for the clarification, ev. Denise :-) * Sent from RemarQ http://www.remarq.com The Internet’s Discussion Network * The fastest and easiest way to search and participate in Usenet – Free!

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Hello,      I’m not really sure this is the right place for me to be…I just got done reading most of what’s been posted the past couple of weeks, but here goes.  I found out today that I have herpes.  I got it from the guy I was dating, he told me after we had sex that his ex-wife had called and accused him of giving it to her.  He told me he had been tested and it was neg.  Two weeks later I found a funny spot in my genital area, I went to the Dr.  She looked and couldn’t see it, I had to point it out.  I explained everything to her and she told me that she would bet money that I didn’t have it.  Well the dreaded phone call came today.  The "wonderful" man that I had been seeing (of course) told me that I didn’t get it from him, because he’s already been tested.  Since I spoke to him I have been on the computer trying to find out everything I can about this.      I don’t guess You guys need to hear all the gory details, but it feels good to tell them to somebody who I hope will listen and help.  I am completely at a loss.  I feel like my life is over.  I’m glad I been a pretty solitary person before, but now it’s like I’m never going to be able to have anyone in my life.  My heart hurts.      I have an appointment tomorrow with the Dr. again.  What can I expect?  Is there a better diet?  What about smoking or drinking? Exercise?  Sleeping?  Where can I find better information on those things?  Is there a chat room where I can go?  I’ve hit a lot of web sites about herpes, but none of them are answering these kinds of questions.  Is there another group I can go to?  I don’t really want to take the time to go back any further on this one and if it’s all about Mary and Mike I don’t think I want to be here.  I now have plenty enough to deal with in my life and somebody else’s soap opera does not interest me at all!      Thank you very much for those of you who made it this far in my letter.  I also thank those of you in advance for any help, information, or answers to my questions. Shannon

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Shannon, Ditto everything that Lance said, except for the suppressives. I don’t have much insurance, and can’t afford meds. But (and you regulars who’ve heard this before, forgive me) I DO have a strange but working remedy to ward off most outbreaks. By now you may know about prodromal symptoms. Not everybody gets them, but if you do they might feel like a tingle, an itch, or a little burning spot, before there’s a visible red spot or blister. My remedy is, when I feel the prodromal tingle, to breathe deeply for a while, stopping just short of hyperventilating. I’ve learned to do it quietly, so people around me don’t notice I’m doing it. Basically, I quickly get a lot of oxygen into my system. In a few minutes, the prodrome begins to fade and then usually goes away. Sometimes it comes back, so I do it again. This took some trial and error to discover, beginning with the clue that my OBs seemed linked to stress, but then I realized anytime I concentrate on something, I don’t breathe much at all – and a prodrome comes along, and soon thereafter, an OB, unless I remember to breathe in time. I’m sorry that this has happened to you, but it needn’t stop your romantic life. My fiancee is fine that I have it. He hasn’t been tested yet, but has never had symptoms he noticed. I hope that you find someone to love who will love you for who you really are. All the best to you, Hi_nrg Before you buy.

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That is very interesting!   As one gets near to the state of hyperventilating, the PH of the bloodstream changes.  I wonder if that may be affecting the virus as it tries to come out of its dormancy.     Just speculating. -Patrick – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Shannon, Ditto everything that Lance said, except for the suppressives. I don’t have much insurance, and can’t afford meds. But (and you regulars who’ve heard this before, forgive me) I DO have a strange but working remedy to ward off most outbreaks. By now you may know about prodromal symptoms. Not everybody gets them, but if you do they might feel like a tingle, an itch, or a little burning spot, before there’s a visible red spot or blister. My remedy is, when I feel the prodromal tingle, to breathe deeply for a while, stopping just short of hyperventilating. I’ve learned to do it quietly, so people around me don’t notice I’m doing it. Basically, I quickly get a lot of oxygen into my system. In a few minutes, the prodrome begins to fade and then usually goes away. Sometimes it comes back, so I do it again. This took some trial and error to discover, beginning with the clue that my OBs seemed linked to stress, but then I realized anytime I concentrate on something, I don’t breathe much at all – and a prodrome comes along, and soon thereafter, an OB, unless I remember to breathe in time. I’m sorry that this has happened to you, but it needn’t stop your romantic life. My fiancee is fine that I have it. He hasn’t been tested yet, but has never had symptoms he noticed. I hope that you find someone to love who will love you for who you really are. All the best to you, Hi_nrg Before you buy.

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Shannon,    Welcome.  I’ve only been here a few months and have felt a lot better about the disease knowing that there are people who care and will listen. That’s why we’re here.  I got the virus in November from someone who didn’t tell me they had it.  I was so mad and angry and felt victimized and unclean.  That’s normal.  Then I got that out of my system and started reading everything I could.  I got on surpressive therapy to prevent outbreaks because they really bother me on a mental level.  I’m doing better now, but I’m constantly looking to see if anything knew is cropping up.  I suspect that will pass at times.  Make sure your doctor is relatively familiar with the disease, effects, and treatments.  And when you need support….here we are.  These folks have helped me a bunch. Best of luck to you… Lance

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Hello,      I’m not really sure this is the right place for me to be…I just got done reading most of what’s been posted the past couple of weeks, but here goes.  I found out today that I have herpes.  I got it from the guy I was dating, he told me after we had sex that his ex-wife had called and accused him of giving it to her.  He told me he had been tested and it was neg.  Two weeks later I found a funny spot in my genital area, I went to the Dr.  She looked and couldn’t see it, I had to point it out.  I explained everything to her and she told me that she would bet money that I didn’t have it.  Well the dreaded phone call came today.  The "wonderful" man that I had been seeing (of course) told me that I didn’t get it from him, because he’s already been tested.  Since I spoke to him I have been on the computer trying to find out everything I can about this.      I don’t guess You guys need to hear all the gory details, but it feels good to tell them to somebody who I hope will listen and help.  I am completely at a loss.  I feel like my life is over.  I’m glad I been a pretty solitary person before, but now it’s like I’m never going to be able to have anyone in my life.  My heart hurts.      I have an appointment tomorrow with the Dr. again.  What can I expect?  Is there a better diet?  What about smoking or drinking? Exercise?  Sleeping?  Where can I find better information on those things?  Is there a chat room where I can go?  I’ve hit a lot of web sites about herpes, but none of them are answering these kinds of questions.  Is there another group I can go to?  I don’t really want to take the time to go back any further on this one and if it’s all about Mary and Mike I don’t think I want to be here.  I now have plenty enough to deal with in my life and somebody else’s soap opera does not interest me at all!      Thank you very much for those of you who made it this far in my letter.  I also thank those of you in advance for any help, information, or answers to my questions. Shannon

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    I’m not really sure this is the right place for me to be…I just got done reading most of what’s been posted the past couple of weeks, but here goes.

Hi Shannon Please, don’t judge the newsgroup by the past couple weeks.  The folks here are normally a very supportive bunch.  :-) I found out today that I have herpes.  I got it from the guy I was dating, he told me after we had sex that his ex-wife had called and accused him of giving it to her.  He told me he had been tested and it was neg.  

This is possible.  However, if his ex had it, and now you have tested positive for it, chances are he DOES have it and has just never had symptoms.  The test he said he had?  Do you know what kind of test?  Could be, he walked into his docs office and asked for "a STD panel".  If so, a herpes test isn’t usually included in that type of test group.  So, a "negative" for those tests wouldn’t indicate whether he has herpes or not. And also, he could just be either in denial (many are–it’s easier that way to not have to tell a potential partner about it) or just not telling the truth. Only you can decide that. Two weeks later I found a funny spot in my genital area, I went to the Dr.  She looked and couldn’t see it, I had to point it out.  I explained everything to her and she told me that she would bet money that I didn’t have it.  Well the dreaded phone call came today.

What type of test did you have, do you know?  Was your virus "typed"?    The "wonderful" man that I had been seeing (of course) told me that I didn’t get it from him, because he’s already been tested.

Well, you had to get it from someone, right?  Could be him.  Or, he’s right, it could be someone in your past.  1 out of 4 people 18 years of age and older already have genital herpes, yet less than 1/3rd of those infected are aware of their infection. It’s quite possible you’ve had herpes for awhile and you’re just starting to have noticeble symptoms. Since I spoke to him I have been on the computer trying to find out everything I can about this.

This is a good thing.  Education about the virus can help you put it in it’s proper place so you can go on from here.  I like the website http://www/viridae.com for general herpes info.     I don’t guess You guys need to hear all the gory details, but it feels good to tell them to somebody who I hope will listen and help.  I am completely at a loss.  I feel like my life is over.  I’m glad I been a pretty solitary person before, but now it’s like I’m never going to be able to have anyone in my life.  My heart hurts.

I remember the feelings when I was first diagnosed.  My lady had never had symptoms before either, so we each had our tests done.  Seems that she’s had herpes for awhile, and mine was a new infection–we’ve stayed together, and delt with it as a couple.     I have an appointment tomorrow with the Dr. again.  What can I expect?  Is there a better diet?  What about smoking or drinking? Exercise?  Sleeping?  Where can I find better information on those things?  Is there a chat room where I can go?  I’ve hit a lot of web sites about herpes, but none of them are answering these kinds of questions.  Is there another group I can go to?  I don’t really want to take the time to go back any further on this one and if it’s all about Mary and Mike I don’t think I want to be here. I now have plenty enough to deal with in my life and somebody else’s soap opera does not interest me at all!

I apologize to you for all that.  Sometimes, the NG gets a little offtrack. But we ARE here to help.   As far as what you can do, just know that herpes will take advantage of any opportunity you give it to break out.  So, a healthy immune system is our best defense.  That means getting plenty of rest, eating well, taking vitamin/mineral suppliments if necessary, and really just generally taking care of yourself.  There are prescription antivirals you can have your doc order for you if you think it’s necessary. They can help reduce the frequency and severity of outbreaks for many many people–that’s why they were invented (not to cure the virus–there is no cure currently).  And, should you be having a problem with frequent outbreaks, it’s perfectly okay for you to go on suppression therapy (a little of your chosen antiviral each day to keep the outbreaks at bay). There is some proof to the theory that certain foods can help cause outbreaks, and certain other foods can keep them from happening.  Foods high in arginine can help cause outbreaks, foods high in Lysine can reduce outbreaks, it’s thought.  There are even L-Lysine suppliments available for those who need it. We can react differently to the virus and so probably what you’ll have to do is wait to see how your system will react. Again, if you’ve had herpes for awhile, you may have already seen how your immune system will respond–so far, so good (except for your recent outbreak).   I know it’s depressing to find out you have herpes–been there, done that.  But try to just hunker down and heal right now.  Heal your outbreak area, as well as your soul.  It’ll take time, but as you increase your knowledge of what genital herpes really is (I feel it’s just coldsores in an inconvenient place), you’ll find that it means alot less to you than you think at this stage. You’re thinking about it 24/7 right now–a perfectly normal thing.  As time goes by, though, it can mean less and less to you.  You’re MUCH more than just your virus.     Thank you very much for those of you who made it this far in my letter.  I also thank those of you in advance for any help, information, or answers to my questions.

Ask any further questions you’d like.  Or post with anything, comments, whatever.  There are always people around here who’s main purpose for being here is to help new folks begin to deal with the virus. Hang in there -G

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Hi Shannon, Welcome to the group, there is lots of good info to be had here, if you can wade thru all the junk of the last few weeks..I hope you can! As to the man in question, he COULD have herpes and test negative! If his infection is new and he had a blood test, there might not have been enough antibodies in his blood yet to be positive. If they did a culture and there was no sore or even a healing sore present, it could/would most likely be negative.  Viral cultures have a 50% false negative rate.  He needs to learn! Mostly, stay healthy is your best defense, that and anti-viral meds if you so choose.  For some, diet, alcohol, lack of sleep can affect their outbreaks…shoot, even rough sex can trigger one.  For me, stress is my biggest trigger, the rest I don’t worry about too much.  You want to keep your immune system strong. http://www.herpes.com has some excellent information and also a herpes chat room.  http://www.herpes.net also has a chat room. There are several rooms on icq, if you have icq I can give you the numbers of those rooms.  AOL has a room also, but I don’t know what it is as I don’t have AOL.  And talk city has a room, but again I don’t know the name of it.   I usually chat at www.herpes.com many here like http://www.viridae.com for herpes info. And http://www.ashastd.org can help you to located the herpes and STD hotlines if you need to speak with someone in person. Hope this helps, Take care of you, Denise * Sent from RemarQ http://www.remarq.com The Internet’s Discussion Network * The fastest and easiest way to search and participate in Usenet – Free!

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Depression subsiding WITHOUT the use of meds?

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I understand completely.  I too have suffered with depression for many, many years and have never openly admitted it to my family.  It has caused me to be anti-social and has drastically affected my life by making it nearly impossible for me to keep a good job.  That is not to say that I dont work but it seems like I always have a bout with depression and miss some work and then feel guilty and think everyone is talking about me and eventually quit that job.  Do you want to correspond?

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X-No Archive:Yes Hi everyone. I’m new here, so I doubt I’ll get many responses (if any).

Welcome to the club. Here’s the official A.S.D. secret handshake and decoder ring. :) I know how hard it can be for newcomers to get any sort of recognition in newsgroups.  Anyway,  I’m 19,

18. and I’ve had depression since about third grade, in varying degrees of intensity.

Gradual depression starting in the ninth grade, culminating in recurrent and persistent suicidal thoughts by the tenth grade. Just went away without meds. Mild recurrence after my second psychotic break. I’ve never had myself evaluated, partially because of embarrassment.

Being embarrassed is a lot better than sucking on the barrel of a .45. The first time I was admitted to the hospital was for my schitzophrenia in 12th grade, and I probably spent a week practically comatose because I refused to go to the hospital when I could have been getting well. Just because of the stigma of being crazy. I know that if my family found out that I have "mental problems", some of them would use it against me and try to make me feel ashamed and embarrassed of my problems. At this point in my life, I need to reach out to fellow humans for help… even if it means posting to a group of strangers on the internet. The last friend I had was when I was in second grade.

I had no real friends from middle school through 9th grade. I had one friend in 10th grade. Luckily, things improved in 11th and 12th grades. Since then, my life has been completely empty. I can think of a huge list of things i haven’t done in almost a decade and a half, or haven’t done at all– I haven’t been over to a friend’s house in that long. I’ve never bothered asking anyone out, so needless to say i’ve never been on a date, kissed someone, or even held someone else’s hand.  I’ve never been to a party. I couldn’t imagine feeling good about myself, or life in general. These are the things that are missing from my life, but unfortunately I’m unable to do anything about them. I guess it’s my fault, since I’ve done nothing at all to even attempt to improve my life. I was in a program for "gifted children" in elementary school, and I participated in honors classes throughout high school, but only after graduation did I realize that I don’t have the ambition or courage to go through college.

This is exactly what therapy can help you with. I’m a very unmotivated person, yet I’m pretty bright ( AP classes in H.S., fairly prestigious university, etc. ) Therapy has made me realize my problems, get off my ass, and work in school. Since you don’t have money for long-term therapy, try self-help books. They’re cheap, and they can’t hurt. Now i’m working a dead-end , low-paying night job at a gas station, just so I can avoid daytime society.  I can’t really explain how I feel..  there’s this underlying terror and guilt that strikes within me whenever i try to do the things that most people take for granted.

I remember that feeling. If i try hanging around with people in a social situation, I literally start shaking.  To make things worse, I’ve also got moderate obsessive compulsive symptoms

Same here. The Luvox helps a lot. and insomnia.  I have extreme difficulty sleeping at all most days, and sleep used to be one of the few escapes from the boredom and pain of reality.

Sleeping to escape is how I can gauge if I’m depressed. My situation is getting desperate, but I can’t afford meds or any sort of treatment, due to a lack of med insurance.

There are alternatives out there. If you can’t try the solution below, try university hospitals or free clinics. They may not give you psychotherapy, but they’ll give you anti-depressants, which is a damn sight better than nothing. Ask for Luvox, which should also quell your obsessive acts. If you can’t afford it, buy " Feeling Good " by Doctor David Burns and look through the back for cheap antidepressants ( I believe Anafril also works on OCD and depression and Luvox, but costs much less ). You can also use the book as cognitive therapy. However, the most effective treatments for depression include both formal cognitive therapy and anti-depressants. Do whatever you have to get into one of these programs. Take out a loan if you have to. It can literally change your life. I’ve seen depressed friends walk out of it completely changed people. I can personally recommend Ridgeview Institute in Atlanta ( I’m an alumnus, so I’m a bit biased ), but it’s expensive and may not be a option. To get to the point— Has anyone ever heard of someone recovering from severe depression WITHOUT the use of medication?

It happened to me, but it was most likely sheer luck. Bottom line- ask for help. Ask publicly. Don’t be afraid of rejection or being thought of as "weird" or "crazy". If I keep going on like this, I don’t know what I’ll do. Btw–Sorry if I’m rambling aimlessly in this post. I’m having trouble sleeping, and my brain isn’t quite functioning right now.

Here’s some good luck for me to you, ’cause I think you need some. Also, if you can get the motivation back up after some therapy or drugs, try going to college. I believe your parent’s health insurance plan should cover you if you’re in college. Check though. Plus, it’ll be a good way to stay occupied. Here’s hoping you sleep well tonight, Rob — Student, Assassin, Nice Guy |       " Witty quotes mean nothing. " North Avenue Trade School |        

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Steve, there is help for you out there regardless of your financial situation.  There are mental health clinics that offer all kinds of therapies including medications.   Don’t wait any longer to try to get help.   The social stigma associated with "mental illness" is no longer what it used to be.  Nowadays people openly talk about their therapists and their prozac .   It’s very hard to take that first step but there are so many new drugs that can help you…….just make that call.

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You may want to just try taking St. John’s Wort capsules or drink the tea, which is supposed to be better.  Any health food store should have it. Exercise is also supposed to be just as effective as anti depressants, so you may also want to start, say, walking a couple of times a week for about 1/2 an hour each time.  B complex vitamins are also good because they elavate your mood and energy level.  There’s also a new OTC anti-depressant called SAMe that works for many but it takes 3 weeks to kick in.  This is more expensive I think but you’ll have to go price it yourself.  I think it’s supposed to be available at health food stores.     By the way, 1 in 5 people have depression, so there’s nothing to be embarrassed about. Serianna – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Hi everyone. I’m new here, so I doubt I’ll get many responses (if any). I know how hard it can be for newcomers to get any sort of recognition in newsgroups.  Anyway,  I’m 19, and I’ve had depression since about third grade, in varying degrees of intensity. I’ve never had myself evaluated, partially because of embarrassment. I know that if my family found out that I have "mental problems", some of them would use it against me and try to make me feel ashamed and embarrassed of my problems. At this point in my life, I need to reach out to fellow humans for help… even if it means posting to a group of strangers on the internet. The last friend I had was when I was in second grade. Since then, my life has been completely empty. I can think of a huge list of things i haven’t done in almost a decade and a half, or haven’t done at all– I haven’t been over to a friend’s house in that long. I’ve never bothered asking anyone out, so needless to say i’ve never been on a date, kissed someone, or even held someone else’s hand.  I’ve never been to a party. I couldn’t imagine feeling good about myself, or life in general. These are the things that are missing from my life, but unfortunately I’m unable to do anything about them. I guess it’s my fault, since I’ve done nothing at all to even attempt to improve my life. I was in a program for "gifted children" in elementary school, and I participated in honors classes throughout high school, but only after graduation did I realize that I don’t have the ambition or courage to go through college. Now i’m working a dead-end , low-paying night job at a gas station, just so I can avoid daytime society.  I can’t really explain how I feel..  there’s this underlying terror and guilt that strikes within me whenever i try to do the things that most people take for granted. If i try hanging around with people in a social situation, I literally start shaking.  To make things worse, I’ve also got moderate obsessive compulsive symptoms and insomnia.  I have extreme difficulty sleeping at all most days, and sleep used to be one of the few escapes from the boredom and pain of reality. My situation is getting desperate, but I can’t afford meds or any sort of treatment, due to a lack of med insurance. To get to the point— Has anyone ever heard of someone recovering from severe depression WITHOUT the use of medication? If I keep going on like this, I don’t know what I’ll do. Btw–Sorry if I’m rambling aimlessly in this post. I’m having trouble sleeping, and my brain isn’t quite functioning right now.

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Hello Steven.  Sorry, I can’t read paragraphs this long.  I read most of it. I can’t answer what would work for you, but I can tell you about me.  My depression was too severe for me to fix without medication.  I was delusional and psychotic, if I know what that word means.  So, I got on ADs with the idea that after I was under control, the therapy would help me learn how to keep it from happening again. Now, I feel much better, but I’m on a lot of medication.  I don’t know if I’ll ever be completely med free.  If so, it won’t be soon.  I’m still in therapy, hoping I’ll get completely well one day.   But I’d choose the medication, even with it’s side effects, over the way I felt a year and a half ago. And if you are 19, your family doesn’t need to know about mental problems or therapy or medications, if you don’t want them to.  My parents were kind of weird at first, like they wanted to deny it, so it wouldn’t reflect badly on them, or something.  But they seem ok with it now.  I really don’t talk to them about it much at all.  And, most importantly to them, none of their friends know about it. Good luck, Cindy Lou

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Hi everyone. I’m new here, so I doubt I’ll get many responses (if any). I know how hard it can be for newcomers to get any sort of recognition in newsgroups.  Anyway,  I’m 19, and I’ve had depression since about third grade, in varying degrees of intensity. I’ve never had myself evaluated, partially because of embarrassment. I know that if my family found out that I have "mental problems", some of them would use it against me and try to make me feel ashamed and embarrassed of my problems. At this point in my life, I need to reach out to fellow humans for help… even if it means posting to a group of strangers on the internet. The last friend I had was when I was in second grade. Since then, my life has been completely empty. I can think of a huge list of things i haven’t done in almost a decade and a half, or haven’t done at all– I haven’t been over to a friend’s house in that long. I’ve never bothered asking anyone out, so needless to say i’ve never been on a date, kissed someone, or even held someone else’s hand.  I’ve never been to a party. I couldn’t imagine feeling good about myself, or life in general. These are the things that are missing from my life, but unfortunately I’m unable to do anything about them. I guess it’s my fault, since I’ve done nothing at all to even attempt to improve my life. I was in a program for "gifted children" in elementary school, and I participated in honors classes throughout high school, but only after graduation did I realize that I don’t have the ambition or courage to go through college. Now i’m working a dead-end , low-paying night job at a gas station, just so I can avoid daytime society.  I can’t really explain how I feel..  there’s this underlying terror and guilt that strikes within me whenever i try to do the things that most people take for granted. If i try hanging around with people in a social situation, I literally start shaking.  To make things worse, I’ve also got moderate obsessive compulsive symptoms and insomnia.  I have extreme difficulty sleeping at all most days, and sleep used to be one of the few escapes from the boredom and pain of reality. My situation is getting desperate, but I can’t afford meds or any sort of treatment, due to a lack of med insurance. To get to the point— Has anyone ever heard of someone recovering from severe depression WITHOUT the use of medication? If I keep going on like this, I don’t know what I’ll do. Btw–Sorry if I’m rambling aimlessly in this post. I’m having trouble sleeping, and my brain isn’t quite functioning right now.

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Hi everyone. I’m new here, so I doubt I’ll get many responses (if any).

This is a huge ng, and no one gets responses all the time. I’m betting you’ll get a few to this post. (snipped a bit) …my family found out that I have "mental problems", some of them would use it against me and try to make me feel ashamed and embarrassed of my problems.

This is an issue for many people. It’s hard for those who have never truly experienced depression to fully understand it. Do *you* feel ashamed and embarrassed about it? Is keeping the pain you’re in worth avoiding embarrassment? I’m betting that the people who care about you will be glad to see you happier than you are now. Even if they don’t, you are worth so much more than what you have now. You owe it to yourself to get some help. At this point in my life, I need to reach out to fellow humans for help… even if it means posting to a group of strangers on the internet.

Welcome to asd. It’s a good place to come for help. Many of us are strange, but we won’t be strangers for long. :) (snip a lot of really painful stuff) I guess it’s my fault, since I’ve done nothing at all to even attempt to improve my life.

Repeat after me: depression is a disease, not a weakness of character. It is *not* your fault. You can learn some tools for helping yourself, but it’s hard work and takes awhile. (snip more very painful stuff) To get to the point— Has anyone ever heard of someone recovering from severe depression WITHOUT the use of medication?

Yes, some people are able to recover from depression without medications or therapy. My psychiatrist told me that for people with situational depression, it will eventually resolve itself. But while waiting for that to happen, months and years of your life may be wasted and your self-esteem further damaged. Medication +/or therapy may be very helpful for these folks. For life-long depression caused by biochemical imbalances, medication may be a necessity. You probably already know that you can learn a lot about depression on the web. The asd FAQ also has a lot of great info. Take a look at Cognitive Behavioral Therapy resources, which have been very helpful to some people. (authors Albert Ellis, Aaron Beck, and David Burns, among others) IMHO, you need to be evaluated, and learn what options would be helpful for you. Have you checked out community resources for people without insurance? I think others here could tell you more about this. Welcome aboard. I hope that you find the help you need. chelsea He not busy being born is busy dying.–Bob Dylan * Sent from RemarQ http://www.remarq.com The Internet’s Discussion Network * The fastest and easiest way to search and participate in Usenet – Free!

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hello Steven.. and welcome to ASD – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Hi everyone. I’m new here, so I doubt I’ll get many responses (if any). I know how hard it can be for newcomers to get any sort of recognition in newsgroups.  Anyway,  I’m 19, and I’ve had depression since about third grade, in varying degrees of intensity. I’ve never had myself evaluated, partially because of embarrassment. I know that if my family found out that I have "mental problems", some of them would use it against me and try to make me feel ashamed and embarrassed of my problems. At this point in my life, I need to reach out to fellow humans for help… even if it means posting to a group of strangers on the internet. The last friend I had was when I was in second grade. Since then, my life has been completely empty. I can think of a huge list of things i haven’t done in almost a decade and a half, or haven’t done at all– I haven’t been over to a friend’s house in that long. I’ve never bothered asking anyone out, so needless to say i’ve never been on a date, kissed someone, or even held someone else’s hand.  I’ve never been to a party. I couldn’t imagine feeling good about myself, or life in general. These are the things that are missing from my life, but unfortunately I’m unable to do anything about them. I guess it’s my fault, since I’ve done nothing at all to even attempt to improve my life. I was in a program for "gifted children" in elementary school, and I participated in honors classes throughout high school, but only after graduation did I realize that I don’t have the ambition or courage to go through college. Now i’m working a dead-end , low-paying night job at a gas station, just so I can avoid daytime society.  I can’t really explain how I feel..  there’s this underlying terror and guilt that strikes within me whenever i try to do the things that most people take for granted. If i try hanging around with people in a social situation, I literally start shaking.  To make things worse, I’ve also got moderate obsessive compulsive symptoms and insomnia.  I have extreme difficulty sleeping at all most days, and sleep used to be one of the few escapes from the boredom and pain of reality. My situation is getting desperate, but I can’t afford meds or any sort of treatment, due to a lack of med insurance. To get to the point— Has anyone ever heard of someone recovering from severe depression WITHOUT the use of medication? If I keep going on like this, I don’t know what I’ll do. Btw–Sorry if I’m rambling aimlessly in this post. I’m having trouble sleeping, and my brain isn’t quite functioning right now.

 My suggestion would be go go see a doc.  they have payment plans based on what you can afford, and sometimes they can help you out with medical aide.  But, you have to make the move.  No one is going to ask you to come in.  YOur life is worth it Steven.  Make the call…  WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO LOSE??? I didn’t get help for my depression that I have had since I was in about 1st grade until I was 36.  PLEASE don’t wait that long!!   Mis

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Hi everyone. I’m new here, so I doubt I’ll get many responses (if any). I know how hard it can be for newcomers to get any sort of recognition in newsgroups.  Anyway,  I’m 19, and I’ve had depression since about third grade, in varying degrees of intensity. I’ve never had myself evaluated, partially because of embarrassment. I know that if my family found out that I have "mental problems", some of them would use it against me and try to make me feel ashamed and embarrassed of my problems. At this point in my life, I need to reach out to fellow humans for help… even if it means posting to a group of strangers on the internet. The last friend I had was when I was in second grade. Since then, my life has been completely empty. I can think of a huge list of things i haven’t done in almost a decade and a half, or haven’t done at all– I haven’t been over to a friend’s house in that long. I’ve never bothered asking anyone out, so needless to say i’ve never been on a date, kissed someone, or even held someone else’s hand.  I’ve never been to a party. I couldn’t imagine feeling good about myself, or life in general. These are the things that are missing from my life, but unfortunately I’m unable to do anything about them. I guess it’s my fault, since I’ve done nothing at all to even attempt to improve my life. I was in a program for "gifted children" in elementary school, and I participated in honors classes throughout high school, but only after graduation did I realize that I don’t have the ambition or courage to go through college. Now i’m working a dead-end , low-paying night job at a gas station, just so I can avoid daytime society.  I can’t really explain how I feel..  there’s this underlying terror and guilt that strikes within me whenever i try to do the things that most people take for granted. If i try hanging around with people in a social situation, I literally start shaking.  To make things worse, I’ve also got moderate obsessive compulsive symptoms and insomnia.  I have extreme difficulty sleeping at all most days, and sleep used to be one of the few escapes from the boredom and pain of reality. My situation is getting desperate, but I can’t afford meds or any sort of treatment, due to a lack of med insurance. To get to the point— Has anyone ever heard of someone recovering from severe depression WITHOUT the use of medication? If I keep going on like this, I don’t know what I’ll do. Btw–Sorry if I’m rambling aimlessly in this post. I’m having trouble sleeping, and my brain isn’t quite functioning right now.

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Political Lobbying

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You’re exactly right, Marilyn. And speaking of effective spokespersons, look at how much Christopher Reeve has done over the last few years for people with spinal chord injuries. We need a passionate "big mouth" who will speak for us. I think all the good ones are taken. Jennifer – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – There are a couple problems with getting diabetes into the spotlight like breast or ovarian cancer or AIDS.  The main one is the diabetics themselves, the other is the rest of the people. <weak grin At the JDF kickoff for our walk, a 13 year old girl talked about how her healthy she is, how her family eats better and exercises regularly, all because of diabetes.  I hear T2s all the time say how diabetes has made them improve their bad habits and how they will probably be healthier because of it.  I hear long term T1s say how they have no problems whatsoever. Then you have the people who know nothing about diabetes.  People talking about how well they are doing does not help the cause.  They see people who "only have to take a shot or watch their diet" to live well whereas people with cancer die or lose body parts regardless of what sort of diet they follow. Shortly after hearing the young girl talk at the kickoff, I was talking to a coworker about the article in our company’s newsletter about the JDF walk. I was bitching that the writer made light of what diabetes does and how it effects people’s lives.  This woman said "well, it’s not like it kills people like cancer of AIDS".  I explained to her how it does kill – bit by bit over a long time with lots of suffering along the way.  She had no idea. Then there are the people, diabetic and not, who think that complications come about because people didn’t follow their diet or doctor’s orders. I think that one of the problems with a chronic disease is that in order to survive we have to put up a brave front.  When someone says "you poor thing" the first instinct is to respond that there is no reason for pity.  But, this is really counterproductive to the cause.  I know I do it.  When people ask me how my leg is I say "Great!".  What I mean is that it’s not something I want to complain about.  What they hear me saying is that it must be back to normal and I am abusing my handicap parking permit.  Actually it is as good as can be expected and that I am fighting like hell to keep the bgs under control so the Charcot doesn’t flare up again.  But if I say things like that my mental health suffers.  Damned if we do, damned if we don’t. — Marilyn Type 1 for 33 years, Minimed pumping for the last 12 Direct your gaze to the efforts made by women to fight breast cancer and ovarian cancer (these women fight like HELL on Capitol Hill!). Direct your gaze to the gay men’s groups who have become OUTRAGED at the atrocities that are directed towards those who are living with AIDS. I don’t think we’re so "pissed" that there’s no cure. But what we are pissed about is the fact that we have no effective spokesperson. You don’t have to have the disease to really speak up. Elton John and Elizabeth Taylor have done wonderful things for AIDS charities. And they are not "benign" nor "delicate" when they speak of the destruction of that disease. Diabetes is portrayed as a bad hangnail. I think us Type 1 and 2’s would do more if we felt it would shake the world. That’s why not having an effective spokesperson is such a big problem. Jennifer Type 1, dx’d at 12 in 1978. Proud supporter of breast & ovarian cancer research/educational efforts.

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Jennifer, You are in the same boat as me.  I was diagnosed at 12 in 1974!  I agree with ya!! Sara

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Is it the increasing cost of meds that makes this seem to be a much bigger issue than it used to be? I mean, here we are, the news broadcasts report that the economy is in such good shape, yet we have so many people who can’t afford meds and/or testing supplies. With diabetes, asthma, arthritis, hypertension, and migraines, my meds and supplies would run about $600 a month. With our insurance, we only pay a modest co-pay. Luckily, that insurance is also part of my husband’s retirement package, so we’ll have it as a supplement to Medicare. Some days, I talk to people who don’t have any insurance, and feel so awful. Forget about laws and all of that, and go back to the basics, and it’s just plain not RIGHT that people can’t afford medical care and meds.

And it’s going to get worse.  The new buzz word is "defined-contribution" (I’ll abbrev it DC).  Under this plan an employer makes a yearly payment to the employee for health insurance.  The employee purchases their own plan.  DC will be good for the young and health, because they will go into plans with others who are young and healthy and the premiums will be low. But those who are older or who have had medical problems in the past will be relegated to high-risk pools at a much increased premium.   The editorial by John McCarron in the Chicago Tribune estimates that the number of uninsured will go from the present level of 50 million to 80 million when this idea takes off.  Then he predicts a political insurance revolution that will give us basically what Clinton proposed at the begining of his term. Jude (uninsured) —         Crouch Enterprises – Telecom, Internet & Unix Consulting       Oak Park, IL  708-848-0134  URL: http://www.pobox.com/~jcrouch

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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – When I said nearly nothing, I was mainly expressing my frustration over the fact that the methods of treatment introduced in the past decade have been refinements of old treatments, and that developments in diabetes treatment (non-invasive meters, inhaled insulin), are so slow to happen, and even when they do, they are slowed by what seems to be an underfunded, understaffed bureaucracy (the FDA).  Then again, I understand that it is partially in the interests of safety, but in a society that seems to be running more and more on "internet" time, it is nearly infuriating to see, to give an example, the FDA advisory board give a recommendation to approve the glucowatch and request an expedited review "in the interests of diabetes sufferers", and then 3 months later, nothing has happened, and not a word about any progress has been heard.

I would like to know more about the FDA and the approval process before I form any opinions.  I’d rather have something take a bit longer and be proven safe than released because it does something remarkable then proves to be deadly.  Look at drugs like PhenFen or Redux.  Even Propulsid (the gastroparesis drug I mentioned earlier) is starting to look like it wasn’t tested enough. I think that part of the "problem" is the media and all the hype that anything new is given.  We hear all the time about new discoveries being made.  Many of these "discoveries" are experiments that others cannot duplicate or whose practical applications are nowhere close to being a reality.  We have heard about inhaled insulin for years.  It probably hit the media when it was no more than someone’s idea.  When news like this comes out we get our hopes up that something wonderful is about to happen. Then, when it finally does come around it has so many restrictions and conditions that it really is not what we expected. The Glucowatch seems to be just like this. It is not going to be the end all.  The manufacturer says the readings should not be used to determine insulin dosages – not too accurate.  And it takes a lot of work, money and time to get it set up, you still have to use your traditional glucose monitor.  I heard it uses a AA or AAA battery every 12-24 hours.  I can only imagine how large it must be to have a battery this size.  Yes, it is a start, but it sure isn’t what the media had hyped it up to be.  A device like the Minimed continuous monitor sounds much more promising. Maybe it would help if you looked backwards and saw how far things have come rather than look forward towards how far we have to go.  It really wasn’t that long ago that we were still testing our urine and if you received a diagnosis of retinopathy you were almost guaranteed to go blind. — Marilyn Type 1 for 33 years, Minimed pumping for the last 12

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Are there any actual political efforts to influence diabetes funding?

How have you managed to avoid the mailing lists of the ADA and twenty others seeking funds to buy politicians? m

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Jude Your wish is my command.   I just put in a call to my doctor to discuss taking an adjuvant medication.  This morning my bg was 148.  That is too high.  Lets see if he calls me back. When I was reading info on Prandin they showed a dosage of  2 mg three times a day.  I think at my weight (which I wont repeat here) I am not taking enough or it isnot the right stuff. Thanks.  I can always count on you. You are my guru.  Now dont blush. loretta

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Jude I aijm to please.  I think you agreed with my comments.  So far your prescriptions are manageable, but what will you do if they go higher.  I see an advertisement on television for some prescription benefit club that is  7.95 a month and they guarantee large discounts of medication. I will watch for it ad when I find it I will forwrard it to you.  Even if its20%  it is better than nothing. Well since my back went out, I have gained three pounds.  Not eating more, doing less .  I hope this passes soon.  I need to be thin.. I hope your dinner went well with Charlie and Happy Valentines Day because you are a sweetheart of a person. Loretta

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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Jude I am with you.  My daughter calls me a left wing fanantic because I believe that government should have a strong hand in the health of our people and that there should be programs and trials paid for by the government, therefore, paid by our taxes.  I dont know how I gave birth to a right wing fanatic who thinks government is already too much in our business.   Government should not be everywhere but when it is needed, it should be there.  My daughter wants tax custs. I asked her if the 200 dollars more she will get will make a difference in her life and yet that money can be used to fund my pet peeve, senior citizens not having money to buy prescription drugs.  NOt everyone is as lucky as I am that I pay 5 bucks a prescription.  Seniors are making decisions whether to get medication or buy food.  In my local market, seniors are reduced to stealing. Or they are eatng cat food because the price of prescription drugs is so prohibitive.  Clinton wants to pass a bill before he leaves including prescription drugs into medicare.  The only problem with that is theamount is one grand and these elderly people can use up one grand in a month.  I would say between my husband and I our prescription bills are 700 a month.  I was fortunate to have a government job that will fill my prescriptions for the rest of my life. I dont know how much diabetic drugs cost,  I think Prandin is about 60 a month.  But I dont know the cost ofglucaphage and glucatrol.

I don’t have insurance.  My job is technically part-time, but even if it was full-time, the employer is not required to provide insurance. On 1500mg Glucophage, my prescription is about US$69.  My blood pressure medicine is cheap, it’s only about $18.  I have to take a potassium supplement because of the blood pressure medicine, that’s $40 a month. Prandin for 30 is $23.  Add 100 strips for a month at $63.  That’s $213 and I’m a fairly healthy guy!  on some of the lowest cost medicines. If youre a senior and you live near the Canadian border, there is a bus that takes people to pharmacies where the cost of medication is like one-quarter that of the US.

I can take a vacation to Mexico and get my medications for a year, and the savings will pay for a two-week visit. I take one medication that costs 268 for 60 pills.  Who can afford that.

Hardly anyone. It is a national travesty that the level of care depends on the amount of gathered worth.  30-40 MILLION in the USA do not have insurance, cannot get appropriate care when they need it. They say we have the best medical system in the world, but how can that be when so many persons are not served? Loretta getting off her soapbox

Get on your soapbox whenever you like.  Your comments are refreshing. Jude —         Crouch Enterprises – Telecom, Internet & Unix Consulting       Oak Park, IL  708-848-0134  URL: http://www.pobox.com/~jcrouch

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What they hear me saying is that it must be back to normal and I am abusing my handicap parking permit.  Actually it is as good as can be expected and that I am fighting like hell to keep the bgs under control so the Charcot doesn’t flare up again.  But if I say things like that my mental health suffers.  Damned if we do, damned if we don’t. — Marilyn Type 1 for 33 years, Minimed pumping for the last 12

what people seldom see are folk debilitated by complications. our society assumes wrongly that the obesity correlated with some variants of type 2 diabetes is the fault of the person so afflicted. what is needed is lobbying by survivours of amputations, cardiac events, and other diabetics with more visible manifestations of diabetes… person to person lobbying is the most effective. i regard diabetes to be a difficult disease to negotiate gracefully.   eadred despite his ferocity must deal with his knowledge that a life without constant attention to diet, exercise, skin lesions or cuts, and so on may lead to deleterious consequences. as a manic depressive i must a constrained life but despite the discrimination and hatred leveled towards those so afflicted i do not face the horrors so many diabetics must face…… ah i wrote too much. see recent diabetes forecast for a mother whose daughter died in her twenties from diabetes.   the mother has become a successful advocate and lobbyist for diabetes funding at the congressional level.   the loss of her daughter has given her the leverage to make people listen carefully to what she presents. melee — melynda reid  who wears hats but does not type caps               as she hates to commit a capital offense i remain a shy and retiring artist without portfolio seriously seeking homeo stasis oh whither art thou homeo??? the over forty wicked wackey mermaid revue has just begun. stay attuned for the next episode..

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There are a couple problems with getting diabetes into the spotlight like breast or ovarian cancer or AIDS.  The main one is the diabetics themselves, the other is the rest of the people. <weak grin At the JDF kickoff for our walk, a 13 year old girl talked about how her healthy she is, how her family eats better and exercises regularly, all because of diabetes.  I hear T2s all the time say how diabetes has made them improve their bad habits and how they will probably be healthier because of it.  I hear long term T1s say how they have no problems whatsoever. Then you have the people who know nothing about diabetes.  People talking about how well they are doing does not help the cause.  They see people who "only have to take a shot or watch their diet" to live well whereas people with cancer die or lose body parts regardless of what sort of diet they follow. Shortly after hearing the young girl talk at the kickoff, I was talking to a coworker about the article in our company’s newsletter about the JDF walk. I was bitching that the writer made light of what diabetes does and how it effects people’s lives.  This woman said "well, it’s not like it kills people like cancer of AIDS".  I explained to her how it does kill – bit by bit over a long time with lots of suffering along the way.  She had no idea. Then there are the people, diabetic and not, who think that complications come about because people didn’t follow their diet or doctor’s orders. I think that one of the problems with a chronic disease is that in order to survive we have to put up a brave front.  When someone says "you poor thing" the first instinct is to respond that there is no reason for pity.  But, this is really counterproductive to the cause.  I know I do it.  When people ask me how my leg is I say "Great!".  What I mean is that it’s not something I want to complain about.  What they hear me saying is that it must be back to normal and I am abusing my handicap parking permit.  Actually it is as good as can be expected and that I am fighting like hell to keep the bgs under control so the Charcot doesn’t flare up again.  But if I say things like that my mental health suffers.  Damned if we do, damned if we don’t. — Marilyn Type 1 for 33 years, Minimed pumping for the last 12

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Direct your gaze to the efforts made by women to fight breast cancer and ovarian cancer (these women fight like HELL on Capitol Hill!). Direct your gaze to the gay men’s groups who have become OUTRAGED at the atrocities that are directed towards those who are living with AIDS. I don’t think we’re so "pissed" that there’s no cure. But what we are pissed about is the fact that we have no effective spokesperson. You don’t have to have the disease to really speak up. Elton John and Elizabeth Taylor have done wonderful things for AIDS charities. And they are not "benign" nor "delicate" when they speak of the destruction of that disease. Diabetes is portrayed as a bad hangnail. I think us Type 1 and 2’s would do more if we felt it would shake the world. That’s why not having an effective spokesperson is such a big problem. Jennifer Type 1, dx’d at 12 in 1978. Proud supporter of breast & ovarian cancer research/educational efforts.

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A caring doctor with generous pharmaceutical sales reps can make a world of difference!

| Hi Teri | Your letter touched me. For about a year my husband and I didn’t have | insurance and we just got some last month, finally. I have the same | illnesses as you and plus hyperlipidemia and anxiety and my meds were like | about 1,000 dollars a month but even though my doctor has a staff that has | alot to be desired, this precious doctor patted me on the shoulder because | of my embarrassment of never being in that predicament , and she said that | she would give me samples of all she was allowed to keep in her office and | you know she did. This precious lady doctor saved me because I would not | have been able to get any of the meds especially the migraine because I was | having them so frequently and those are like for only 10 tablets 150.00 | dollars alone. I am like you back to the basics where doctors really care | for their patients and cut this pre-existing stuff. I think of how much I | have paid to insurance companies and just now using it for the first time in | 20 years and all that money gone but now there is pre-existing things they | won’t allow. Sorry for such a long letter but I just really empathize with | people who are having a hard time of it. Thank God my hard time was only for | a year but then again it wasn’t due to a doctor who really cared for me. | Diana | | — | People Ask Me Why I Love God? Because He First Loved Me

| Is it the increasing cost of meds that makes this seem to be a much bigger | issue than it used to be? I mean, here we are, the news broadcasts report | that the economy is in such good shape, yet we have so many people who | can’t | afford meds and/or testing supplies. | | With diabetes, asthma, arthritis, hypertension, and migraines, my meds and | supplies would run about $600 a month. With our insurance, we only pay a | modest co-pay. Luckily, that insurance is also part of my husband’s | retirement package, so we’ll have it as a supplement to Medicare. | | Some days, I talk to people who don’t have any insurance, and feel so | awful. | Forget about laws and all of that, and go back to the basics, and it’s just | plain not RIGHT that people can’t afford medical care and meds. | | Teri | | | | Jude | | | | I am with you.  My daughter calls me a left wing fanantic because I | | believe that government should have a strong hand in the health of our | | people and that there should be programs and trials paid for by the | | government, therefore, paid by our taxes. | | | I can take a vacation to Mexico and get my medications for a year, and | | the savings will pay for a two-week visit. | | | | I take one medication that costs 268 for 60 pills.  Who can afford | that. | | | | Hardly anyone. | | | | It is a national travesty that the level of care depends on the amount | | of gathered worth.  30-40 MILLION in the USA do not have insurance, | cannot | | get appropriate care when they need it. | | | | They say we have the best medical system in the world, but how can that | | be when so many persons are not served? | | | | Loretta getting off her soapbox | | | | Get on your soapbox whenever you like.  Your comments are refreshing. | | | | | | Jude | | | | — | | | |         Crouch Enterprises – Telecom, Internet & Unix Consulting | |       Oak Park, IL  708-848-0134  URL: http://www.pobox.com/~jcrouch | | | |

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Direct your gaze to the efforts made by women to fight breast cancer and ovarian cancer (these women fight like HELL on Capitol Hill!). Direct your gaze to the gay men’s groups who have become OUTRAGED at the atrocities that are directed towards those who are living with AIDS. I don’t think we’re so "pissed" that there’s no cure. But what we are pissed about is the fact that we have no effective spokesperson. You don’t have to have the disease to really speak up. Elton John and Elizabeth Taylor have done wonderful things for AIDS charities. And they are not "benign" nor "delicate" when they speak of the destruction of that disease. Diabetes is portrayed as a bad hangnail. I think us Type 1 and 2’s would do more if we felt it would shake the world. That’s why not having an effective spokesperson is such a big problem. Jennifer Type 1, dx’d at 12 in 1978. Proud supporter of breast & ovarian cancer research/educational efforts. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Are there any actual political efforts to influence diabetes funding? It seems to me that if some voting bloc of diabetics was established, there would be much more progress in encouraging development and funding of research.  There are at least 200,000 voting age type 1 diabetics in America, at least 5 million voting age type 2 diabetics.  Are there any political efforts going on?  In my opinion, it seems like nearly nothing has been developed in the past decade to aid diabetics (with the exception of the pump, which could still be greatly improved).  Also, it seems that the drug companies have been slow to research new products because of the inherent profitability of the current test-strip business.  I believe that we should try to do something.  I am clearly frustrated, and feel stymied at the hands of a government which does nothing for the sufferers of a condition that is had by an enormous minority of the population. Anyone else think so? -Andrew

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Is it the increasing cost of meds that makes this seem to be a much bigger issue than it used to be? I mean, here we are, the news broadcasts report that the economy is in such good shape, yet we have so many people who can’t afford meds and/or testing supplies. With diabetes, asthma, arthritis, hypertension, and migraines, my meds and supplies would run about $600 a month. With our insurance, we only pay a modest co-pay. Luckily, that insurance is also part of my husband’s retirement package, so we’ll have it as a supplement to Medicare. Some days, I talk to people who don’t have any insurance, and feel so awful. Forget about laws and all of that, and go back to the basics, and it’s just plain not RIGHT that people can’t afford medical care and meds. Teri

| Jude | | I am with you.  My daughter calls me a left wing fanantic because I | believe that government should have a strong hand in the health of our | people and that there should be programs and trials paid for by the | government, therefore, paid by our taxes. | I can take a vacation to Mexico and get my medications for a year, and | the savings will pay for a two-week visit. | | I take one medication that costs 268 for 60 pills.  Who can afford that. | | Hardly anyone. | | It is a national travesty that the level of care depends on the amount | of gathered worth.  30-40 MILLION in the USA do not have insurance, cannot | get appropriate care when they need it. | | They say we have the best medical system in the world, but how can that | be when so many persons are not served? | | Loretta getting off her soapbox | | Get on your soapbox whenever you like.  Your comments are refreshing. | | | Jude | | — | |         Crouch Enterprises – Telecom, Internet & Unix Consulting |       Oak Park, IL  708-848-0134  URL: http://www.pobox.com/~jcrouch

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neat.  anyone thinking about who they are going to vote for should read this: http://www.diabetes.org/ada/gore.asp Not that I’d vote for Bush anyway.  A famous father and inside quasi-legal business deals can only get someone so far. -Andrew – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Are there any actual political efforts to influence diabetes funding? You should contact the American Diabetes Association at their web site; http://www.ada.org. Once there look up the Diabetes Advocate. They have sponsored for a collection of votes from everyone looking for support for NIH Funding of Diabetes. The last I heard they had at least 250,000 signed documents. It is a very good group for advocacy for those  with diabetes. Be Well. . . Bob

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Jude Hi, its me, Lawrence Welks daughter.  Seriously, you write that Prandin gives type II more food choices.  Can you tell me what they are. Yesterday, I ate 2 1/2 slices of pizza and woke up with 188 reading.  I had one day of readings below l00 and I dont know what I did that day that I did not do before  I am befuddled, bewitched and bothered.  I am on 1 mg three times a day.  Do you think that the dose is not enough for a woman who weighs over 200 by a few tens. Jude remember I said I have short term memory problems so if I asked you this before, please refer me to where I can find your answer. Thanks Loretta

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Jude I am with you.  My daughter calls me a left wing fanantic because I believe that government should have a strong hand in the health of our people and that there should be programs and trials paid for by the government, therefore, paid by our taxes.  I dont know how I gave birth to a right wing fanatic who thinks government is already too much in our business.   Government should not be everywhere but when it is needed, it should be there.  My daughter wants tax custs. I asked her if the 200 dollars more she will get will make a difference in her life and yet that money can be used to fund my pet peeve, senior citizens not having money to buy prescription drugs.  NOt everyone is as lucky as I am that I pay 5 bucks a prescription.  Seniors are making decisions whether to get medication or buy food.  In my local market, seniors are reduced to stealing. Or they are eatng cat food because the price of prescription drugs is so prohibitive.  Clinton wants to pass a bill before he leaves including prescription drugs into medicare.  The only problem with that is theamount is one grand and these elderly people can use up one grand in a month.  I would say between my husband and I our prescription bills are 700 a month.  I was fortunate to have a government job that will fill my prescriptions for the rest of my life. I dont know how much diabetic drugs cost,  I think Prandin is about 60 a month.  But I dont know the cost ofglucaphage and glucatrol. If youre a senior and you live near the Canadian border, there is a bus that takes people to pharmacies where the cost of medication is like one-quarter that of the US. I take one medication that costs 268 for 60 pills.  Who can afford that. Diabetes is not the only illness that is underfunded in research.  We have the orphan drugs that companies cannot make big profits and therefore, do not want to take the time to research or spend the money producting the drug because it will not be a financial windfall for them.  Huntingtons disease comes to mind.  Multiple Sclerosis, spinal chord injuries.  And it is only when a celebrity has the disease of the month that attention is brought to it and they get on a bandwagon. Michale J. Fox, Annette Funnicello and Christopher Reeve come to mind. I believe that the republicans (and if you are one, I dont mean to offend you) are going to do everything in their power to see that Clintons prescription bill is not passed becasue they want to cut taxes. I hope the elderly remember this when it is time to reelect these politicians. I try to be charitable with     what I have.  I give to cancer, feed the children, alzheimers and now I will make diabetes one of my charities. I am surprised I never heard from them because I am solicited by every charity in this country except for them. I think I have opinionated myself to boredom.  Thanks to all who listen and remember republicans are not looking to give quality health care to our citizens.  They want to give a little, not as much as is needed. Loretta getting off her soapbox

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Jude Hi, its me, Lawrence Welks daughter.  Seriously, you write that Prandin gives type II more food choices.  Can you tell me what they are. Yesterday, I ate 2 1/2 slices of pizza and woke up with 188 reading.  I had one day of readings below l00 and I dont know what I did that day that I did not do before  I am befuddled, bewitched and bothered.  I am on 1 mg three times a day.  Do you think that the dose is not enough for a woman who weighs over 200 by a few tens.

Well, a couple things, just so you know how your medicine works.  Prandin stimulates your body to make insulin.  It does that within the first hour you take it, and then it diminishes in your bloodstream.  50% of the Prandin has left your body within that first hour.  Expect that one-quarter more will be gone in the second hour, and then it’s not significant any longer. Prandin will not help anything after that approximately two hours after you eat.  So the high numbers are coming from something else.  The first thing that comes to mind is that pizza has fat, and that could slow the digestion, making the Prandin (and the body’s insulin surge) less effective.  But the most likely is the "dawn effect", which I can’t easily describe, but is described in detail here:         http://www.faqs.org/faqs/diabetes/faq/part2/section-13.html If I understand it correctly, the body notices a low bG, then pumps hormones to raise the bG.  I have had good results by taking a third 500 mg Glucophage (metformin) after supper.  Of course, your results may vary.  I’m not recommending Glucophage, I’m pointing out that there are alternatives which you should discuss with your doctor. But I’m really serious about you talking to your doctor about medication choices.  Prandin is a very fast-acting medication, but has no residual effects.  So it will not help you if you have morning highs.  To understand each of the oral medications you might take, this is an important link:         http://www.diabetes.org/ada/c30c.asp Best health to you. Jude —         Crouch Enterprises – Telecom, Internet & Unix Consulting       Oak Park, IL  708-848-0134  URL: http://www.pobox.com/~jcrouch

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Has it really been approved? When was it approved?

I was so close, but inaccurate: "On December 6, 1999 the Clinical Chemistry and Clinical Toxicology Devices Panel of the Medical Devices Advisory Committee unanimously voted to recommend U.S. approval with conditions for Cygnus’ GlucoWatch monitor. The FDA is not bound by its advisers’ recommendations but typically follows them. The FDA’s ruling is anticipated in the first half of 2000. "         http://www.cygn.com/glucowatch.html Jude —         Crouch Enterprises – Telecom, Internet & Unix Consulting       Oak Park, IL  708-848-0134  URL: http://www.pobox.com/~jcrouch

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In the last 10 years there have been new meds to help with gastroparesis, neuropathy and insulin resistance to name a few.  The pump (first introduced in the late 70’s, early 80’s) saw some pretty significant feature changes in the 90’s  as did the infusion sets that are used.  Some meters can now accurately provide results in 15 seconds, others are almost mini computers. On the insulin front, Humalog was introduced and HOE was developed, (sadly animal insulin production was stopped).  The first continuous glucose monitor was approved last year, and the first noninvasive meter is in testing. So when you say that "nearly nothing" has been developed are you really just expressing your frustration that there is no cure?  Even in that area progress was made.  They have now identified the protein that causes diabetes, pancreas and Islet cell transplants are realities, they can run tests to see who will develop diabetes and can even delay the development of complete pancreas shut down. Yes, we do need to lobby together to be sure that funds are allocated to diabetes but not because nothing has been done.  Because we are so close. — Marilyn Type 1 for 33 years, Minimed pumping for the last 12

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When I said nearly nothing, I was mainly expressing my frustration over the fact that the methods of treatment introduced in the past decade have been refinements of old treatments, and that developments in diabetes treatment (non-invasive meters, inhaled insulin), are so slow to happen, and even when they do, they are slowed by what seems to be an underfunded, understaffed bureaucracy (the FDA).  Then again, I understand that it is partially in the interests of safety, but in a society that seems to be running more and more on "internet" time, it is nearly infuriating to see, to give an example, the FDA advisory board give a recommendation to approve the glucowatch and request an expedited review "in the interests of diabetes sufferers", and then 3 months later, nothing has happened, and not a word about any progress has been heard. -Andrew

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – In the last 10 years there have been new meds to help with gastroparesis, neuropathy and insulin resistance to name a few.  The pump (first introduced in the late 70’s, early 80’s) saw some pretty significant feature changes in the 90’s  as did the infusion sets that are used.  Some meters can now accurately provide results in 15 seconds, others are almost mini computers. On the insulin front, Humalog was introduced and HOE was developed, (sadly animal insulin production was stopped).  The first continuous glucose monitor was approved last year, and the first noninvasive meter is in testing. So when you say that "nearly nothing" has been developed are you really just expressing your frustration that there is no cure?  Even in that area progress was made.  They have now identified the protein that causes diabetes, pancreas and Islet cell transplants are realities, they can run tests to see who will develop diabetes and can even delay the development of complete pancreas shut down. Yes, we do need to lobby together to be sure that funds are allocated to diabetes but not because nothing has been done.  Because we are so close. — Marilyn Type 1 for 33 years, Minimed pumping for the last 12 Are there any actual political efforts to influence diabetes funding? It seems to me that if some voting bloc of diabetics was established, there would be much more progress in encouraging development and funding of research.  There are at least 200,000 voting age type 1 diabetics in America, at least 5 million voting age type 2 diabetics.  Are there any political efforts going on?  In my opinion, it seems like nearly nothing has been developed in the past decade to aid diabetics (with the exception of the pump, which could still be greatly improved).  Also, it seems that the drug companies have been slow to research new products because of the inherent profitability of the current test-strip business.  I believe that we should try to do something.  I am clearly frustrated, and feel stymied at the hands of a government which does nothing for the sufferers of a condition that is had by an enormous minority of the population. Anyone else think so? -Andrew

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Are there any actual political efforts to influence diabetes funding?

You should contact the American Diabetes Association at their web site; http://www.ada.org. Once there look up the Diabetes Advocate. They have sponsored for a collection of votes from everyone looking for support for NIH Funding of Diabetes. The last I heard they had at least 250,000 signed documents. It is a very good group for advocacy for those  with diabetes.         Be Well. . .                 Bob

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Has it really been approved? When was it approved? Thanks, Andrew

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – FDA advisory board give a recommendation to approve the glucowatch and request an expedited review "in the interests of diabetes sufferers", and then 3 months later, nothing has happened, and not a word about any progress has been heard. The glucowatch has been approved.  I’m not sure if it’s on the market yet.  I know it will be expensive and it is still invasive. More products are in testing now. On the drug front, many new drugs have been developed, but as you know, some of them have had side effects that were not determined in the trials.  That is an indication that the FDA is not being too conservative — their task is to protect the public.  There are orals that are effective and safe and which have been on the market for quite a long time.  Metformin (Glucophage) has been sold since 1958 and is still widely prescribed because it is effective and the side effects are usually minor.  Prandin is a new drug that is giving Type 2 diabetics more freedom in their food choices, and it seems to have a low incidence of side effects. For the insulin-dependent diabetic, three types of insulin help them to keep their body under control.  Now there is the "pen" which makes injecting much easier.  And the pumps are getting better every year.  I had a friend that had an experimental pump about 1983 and it was very bulky and somewhat unreliable. But the greatest strides have probably been in the meters we use. While we all complain about the price of the meters or the strips, they are a wonderful tool to help us effect our condition.  Was it in your message?  about companies being more interested in selling strips than in finding a cure?  100% wrong.  If a company finds a cure, they will have one of the top-selling drugs known to man. No company is going to withhold it. While we should all be working with our Diabetes Associations and Societies, some of the research that will help us is not necessarily done there.   For example, the Heart Associations are important to us, because most diabetics die from coronary complications.  The Kidney Associations are important because some of us will have failure of our kidneys.  Even such disciplines as human immunity will ultimately help us, and if HIV can be conquered, many maladies will be cured even tho we don’t relate them directly to HIV. Can we ever have enough money dedicated to particular diseases? Perhaps not.  The government should be priming the pump, helping people to get into medical and scientific disciplines so that we have the researchers we need.  The government should be involved in being the "safety net" for those who cannot afford their therapies. But we must all be generous and philanthropic to our research organizations. You brought a good topic to the group.  Thanks. Jude —         Crouch Enterprises – Telecom, Internet & Unix Consulting       Oak Park, IL  708-848-0134  URL: http://www.pobox.com/~jcrouch

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I’m on the other side of the fence and see the glass half full while I believe you see itm half empty. There have been such improvements in the dx.and treatment.Much more awareness and certainly since that DDCC or whatever that study was has helped tremendously. What about medicare patients and others being able to get their supplies free and delivered to them as needed. How about the shoes that are available(one free pair each year)? When the Miss America was a diabetic and the year she was all around the country speaking up and making people aware and then when her year was over joining the American Diabetes Association. That has helped enormously. When movie stars get involved…Mary Tyler More comes to mind immediately and Wilfred Brinley….who hasn’t seen his ads on TV pertainng to Diabetes. There was a march on Washington b Diabetics,also the Race for the Cure and many politically active people nvolved. Yes,we make great strides. Those of us who belong to the American Diabetes Association get all the latest news and developements along with particpating in some of the latest studies. In jst the last few years alone,we have made great stride. I remember in grade school in 1939 or so when a friend of mine wh was a juvenile diabetic had to use litmus paper to test her urine and regulate her shot accordingly. I remember years later the awful time she had getting pregnant and carrying two of her  pregnancies to term. How many miscarrages we lost count. She ad to stay in bed practically the whole 9 months.It was good she was in the Boston area where the Joslin Clinic was working overtime to get to help. Guess I’ve said enough. But there is lots goig on and I’m sure you can hookup with and be as political as you want to be.

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FDA advisory board give a recommendation to approve the glucowatch and request an expedited review "in the interests of diabetes sufferers", and then 3 months later, nothing has happened, and not a word about any progress has been heard.

The glucowatch has been approved.  I’m not sure if it’s on the market yet.  I know it will be expensive and it is still invasive. More products are in testing now. On the drug front, many new drugs have been developed, but as you know, some of them have had side effects that were not determined in the trials.  That is an indication that the FDA is not being too conservative — their task is to protect the public.  There are orals that are effective and safe and which have been on the market for quite a long time.  Metformin (Glucophage) has been sold since 1958 and is still widely prescribed because it is effective and the side effects are usually minor.  Prandin is a new drug that is giving Type 2 diabetics more freedom in their food choices, and it seems to have a low incidence of side effects. For the insulin-dependent diabetic, three types of insulin help them to keep their body under control.  Now there is the "pen" which makes injecting much easier.  And the pumps are getting better every year.  I had a friend that had an experimental pump about 1983 and it was very bulky and somewhat unreliable. But the greatest strides have probably been in the meters we use. While we all complain about the price of the meters or the strips, they are a wonderful tool to help us effect our condition.  Was it in your message?  about companies being more interested in selling strips than in finding a cure?  100% wrong.  If a company finds a cure, they will have one of the top-selling drugs known to man. No company is going to withhold it. While we should all be working with our Diabetes Associations and Societies, some of the research that will help us is not necessarily done there.   For example, the Heart Associations are important to us, because most diabetics die from coronary complications.  The Kidney Associations are important because some of us will have failure of our kidneys.  Even such disciplines as human immunity will ultimately help us, and if HIV can be conquered, many maladies will be cured even tho we don’t relate them directly to HIV. Can we ever have enough money dedicated to particular diseases? Perhaps not.  The government should be priming the pump, helping people to get into medical and scientific disciplines so that we have the researchers we need.  The government should be involved in being the "safety net" for those who cannot afford their therapies. But we must all be generous and philanthropic to our research organizations. You brought a good topic to the group.  Thanks. Jude —         Crouch Enterprises – Telecom, Internet & Unix Consulting       Oak Park, IL  708-848-0134  URL: http://www.pobox.com/~jcrouch

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Are there any actual political efforts to influence diabetes funding? It seems to me that if some voting bloc of diabetics was established, there would be much more progress in encouraging development and funding of research.  There are at least 200,000 voting age type 1 diabetics in America, at least 5 million voting age type 2 diabetics.  Are there any political efforts going on?  In my opinion, it seems like nearly nothing has been developed in the past decade to aid diabetics (with the exception of the pump, which could still be greatly improved).  Also, it seems that the drug companies have been slow to research new products because of the inherent profitability of the current test-strip business.  I believe that we should try to do something.  I am clearly frustrated, and feel stymied at the hands of a government which does nothing for the sufferers of a condition that is had by an enormous minority of the population. Anyone else think so? -Andrew

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Currently I am neither in tharapy nor on any meds. I know that I should be but current financial situation prevents that from happening.

Look into University Hospitals, they often offer treatment for anxiety disorders on a sliding scale. If you can`t afford meds, there are indigent programs from drug manufacturers( certain ones) for free meds. I also am leary about going to a Dr. again because the last Dr. I went to just said basically take this and this and come back in three weeks. He didn’t discuss my problem he didn’t discuss other options or if there were even anyother options he just gave me the pills and sait to talke them and that they were at the smallest dosage because people with panic disorder unlike people who are "normal" usually have a low tollerance for medications. I did take the pills (Paxil and Xanax) for 2 of the three weeks.

doctors don`t educate us, and that is why it is so important to educate yourself about your disorder. But, I found that I started having nightmares and nightsweats. and I could bearly function during the day because my thinking was so jumbled and cloudy, I mean it would take me about 30 seconds to add 2 and 2 together mainly because my brain would forget what it was that I was trying to do halfway through the process and I would have to start over. I stopped taking the pills, ans soon after I was having suidicidle thoughts. I had never had suisidle thoughts before and this was disterbing to say the least but, I didn’t want to tell my Dr. about it because I didn’t want him to put me on somethingelse that would make things even worse. I waited it out, and after about a month the suisidle thoughts went away. But even during the 2 weeks that I was on the medication I was still having panic attacks just during my sleep instead of when I was awake.

I am curious to the dose he started you on Paxil? There is a good chance that Paxil wasn`t the med for you. Sometimes it takes trying a few meds before finding the one that will work. Anti-depressants take up to 6 to 8 weeks to become effective. That explains why you were still having PA`s while on Paxil. Anti-depressants can cause a *temporary* increase in anxiety and some annoying side-effects while weaning on them. Having a benzo such as Xanax will help with the side-effects. The Xanax did help with getting to sleepand I did take that for the full perscription but, I found that when I was off the medication that I had a harder time sleeping then I did before I was on the meds. Any how… Thats my life.

Please look into a local University Hospital for some help. You don`t have to suffer like this. Take care. Jackie

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Currently I am neither in tharapy nor on any meds. I know that I should be but current financial situation prevents that from happening. I also am leary about going to a Dr. again because the last Dr. I went to just said basically take this and this and come back in three weeks. He didn’t discuss my problem he didn’t discuss other options or if there were even anyother options he just gave me the pills and sait to talke them and that they were at the smallest dosage because people with panic disorder unlike people who are "normal" usually have a low tollerance for medications. I did take the pills (Paxil and Xanax) for 2 of the three weeks. But, I found that I started having nightmares and nightsweats. and I could bearly function during the day because my thinking was so jumbled and cloudy, I mean it would take me about 30 seconds to add 2 and 2 together mainly because my brain would forget what it was that I was trying to do halfway through the process and I would have to start over. I stopped taking the pills, ans soon after I was having suidicidle thoughts. I had never had suisidle thoughts before and this was disterbing to say the least but, I didn’t want to tell my Dr. about it because I didn’t want him to put me on somethingelse that would make things even worse. I waited it out, and after about a month the suisidle thoughts went away. But even during the 2 weeks that I was on the medication I was still having panic attacks just during my sleep instead of when I was awake. The Xanax did help with getting to sleepand I did take that for the full perscription but, I found that when I was off the medication that I had a harder time sleeping then I did before I was on the meds. Any how… Thats my life. * Sent from RemarQ http://www.remarq.com The Internet’s Discussion Network * The fastest and easiest way to search and participate in Usenet – Free!

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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – I have been dealing with a really Fun combination of Asthma and Panic Disorder coupled with frequent bouts of insomnia and OCD. I also have Wolf Parkinson Wait which effects can cause my heart to race at 200+ beats per minute.  I have been dealing with the WPW all of my life and the Asthma and Panic Disorder for the past 10 years. I am currently in the process of getting disability insurance because the asthma and panicdisorder has made it so that I can’t work. I have been off work for the past year and a half. I find it very hard to talk about my problems, because I don’t want people to think I am crazy,

I don’t have asthma but I do have anx/pan depression — Yes sometimes I feel that people will think I’m crazy when I have to bolt when a attack comes on — Your not crazy and the hell with people who will judge you because of your problems. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – although if I let someone get close enough to me that they will find out about my problems I will warn them before it happens so that they aren’t cought off gaurd when it does happen. The problem I have found with this is that once someone knows that I have problems they are constantly asking me if I am alright. This then makes my mind start to think That I am not alright and I begin obsessing over this. I am a very analitical person. I have a very good memory, and this makes it easier for me to analize situations. Although I do know that it is just my mind playing tricks on me, I wish I knew how to shut it off some times.

Are you in therapy and do you take meds for PAD? – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -My mind most of the time is talking to me slowly and most of the time rationally, but at least once aday usually more, it is speeding along and just talking about crazy things, nonsence things, mainly because its just going to fast… this usually happens at night thus I usually do not get to sleep until well after midnight because I have to listen to my mind bringing up hurtful topics, or just being annoying by singing songs, or making things up.  Can any one else identify with this, and if so can you please give me some ways of making it stop or at least slow down.  I have tried telling it to shut up or to be quiet, or slow down, sometimes it works, but usually it does not. Any help would be greatly appreciated.

Welcome to ASAP!  Your not alone! * Sent from RemarQ http://www.remarq.com The Internet’s Discussion Network * The fastest and easiest way to search and participate in Usenet – Free!

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I have been dealing with a really Fun combination of Asthma and Panic Disorder coupled with frequent bouts of insomnia and OCD. I also have Wolf Parkinson Wait which effects can cause my heart to race at 200+ beats per minute.  I have been dealing with the WPW all of my life and the Asthma and Panic Disorder for the past 10 years. I am currently in the process of getting disability insurance because the asthma and panicdisorder has made it so that I can’t work. I have been off work for the past year and a half. I find it very hard to talk about my problems, because I don’t want people to think I am crazy, although if I let someone get close enough to me that they will find out about my problems I will warn them before it happens so that they aren’t cought off gaurd when it does happen. The problem I have found with this is that once someone knows that I have problems they are constantly asking me if I am alright. This then makes my mind start to think That I am not alright and I begin obsessing over this. I am a very analitical person. I have a very good memory, and this makes it easier for me to analize situations. Although I do know that it is just my mind playing tricks on me, I wish I knew how to shut it off some times.  My mind most of the time is talking to me slowly and most of the time rationally, but at least once aday usually more, it is speeding along and just talking about crazy things, nonsence things, mainly because its just going to fast… this usually happens at night thus I usually do not get to sleep until well after midnight because I have to listen to my mind bringing up hurtful topics, or just being annoying by singing songs, or making things up.  Can any one else identify with this, and if so can you please give me some ways of making it stop or at least slow down.  I have tried telling it to shut up or to be quiet, or slow down, sometimes it works, but usually it does not. Any help would be greatly appreciated. * Sent from RemarQ http://www.remarq.com The Internet’s Discussion Network * The fastest and easiest way to search and participate in Usenet – Free!

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What a shitty day!

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Tait "the rice eating motherfucker", wrote: What’s the matter? Your mother didn’t give it up last night? Well, in fact she did. I heard it was nickel night. You know what your idea of foreplay is? Hey mom, you awake? I’d tell you to suck my dick, but I’m worried that you may get off to that. Have a nice a day, trick. LMAO!!! Thanks for the good laugh!!! I think my accusation of you being a southern, redneck, pickup driving, trailor park trash, moron who has sex with his Mom and sisters. was RIGHT ON!!! LOL!!!   Tait, maybe it is all that fucking rice your wife is always feeding you?? LOL!!! It has you all "baccked up", if you know what I mean. And, that is why, you are so uptight and mad. Wh knows?? Your mentor, TL

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Tait, whose brain is still late, wrote: What’s the matter? Your mother didn’t give it up last night? No, as a matter of fact she didn’t and I am pissed!!!! How did you know?? Taitor head wrote on: Well, in fact she did. I heard it was nickel night. She did?? Now I am even more pissed!! And only for a nickel a pop?? We need more money that that if we ever want to get out of this one room shanty my whole family lives in!!! BTW, how did you know it was "nickel night"? Oh, that is right. I forgot. You are so fucking ugly, you have topay for sex and even then, some whores turn you down!! Is is true that you "paid" for your Korean wife??? Do not be ashamed to admit!! LMAO!!! I have heard of losers like you who can not get a woman on your own, so you always have to pay for it, whores or wives!!! You wrote:

You know what your idea of foreplay is? No, but I have a feeling you are about to tell me!!! LOL!!! Tait crayoned on: Hey mom, you awake? But, Tait, you privately e-mailed me and told me that is what YOU do with YOUR mom and sisiters!!!! You wrote that it was your "signature:" line and NO ONE else could use it!!!! Oh well. Wrote: I’d tell you to suck my dick, but I’m worried that you may get off to that. No, now here I can assure you that your above sentence will NOT get me off. Although, it might make me puke any minute now. Good thing I have that stain resistant carpet!!! Besides, the last time I fucked your wife, she told me that your dick wass soooo small, not even tweezers could pull that thing out!!! She was thinking of either hiring a private detective or an entire search party to find that little microscopic dick of yours!!!  I told her to foretand as lon as she paid me a $1000 per fuck and put a bag over her head, I would keep fucking her!!! LOL!!! Wrote: Have a nice a day, trick. What the fuck does ‘trick" mean? I am sure only a demented ashole like you knows. TL

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What’s the matter?  Your mother didn’t give it up last night?  Well, in fact she did.  I heard it was nickel night.  You know what your idea of foreplay is?  Hey mom, you awake?  I’d tell you to suck my dick, but I’m worried that you may get off to that.  Have a nice a day, trick. Calvin Tait * Sent from RemarQ http://www.remarq.com The Internet’s Discussion Network * The fastest and easiest way to search and participate in Usenet – Free!

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Taiterhead wrote (LOL!!): Nice troll post Thomas. Thank you, you southern, uneducated redneck!! Mr. Potato Head wrote:

Now I can see why they kicked you out of the moderated group. Never happened. Do you get cable, phone service or have computer technology down there yet??? Electricity?? Running water?? He bragged on to impress I do not know whom?: Yes, I do own a Lincoln Towncar Cartier. The Cartier edition cost me $15,000 more than a "regular" version. Who gives a shit, asswipe?? What does this have to do with OCD??? Your enormous insecurity and need to impress cyber strangers??? Wealthy people, who you have never associated with and no nothing about, are very private about their finances and material possesions. Your just trailor park trash tryng to impress a group of cyber strangers who you will never meet. Pathetic! Besides, cadillacs are passe’. You wrote:

By paying that extra sum, I think I’m entitled to call it a Cartier, thank you. I bought a new Mitsubishi Eclipse GT with Triptronic transmission with a check tonight, so I don’t see how I’m so poor. Again, who on this NG gives two shits what you bought and for how much? HS kids and young blue collar chicks drive Eclipses!!! BFD!!! Again, who and why are you trying to impress. You are so fucking weird!!! You wrote:

Where did you get this attitude that all southerners are poor white trash and northerners are well educated and upper-crust? Well, Taitorhead, if you can show me where I ever wrote that, I will answer it. But the fact is, I have never written that. That is your extrapolation (too big a word for you?? I know how you like to use your dictionary) from anything I have previously written. But, you know what? That just might be true!! LOL!!! You wrote:

I can certainly see that it doesn’t apply in your case. Hey, Potato head, whatever you say (write)!!! When are you going to ask me for a truce, again,  pussy???  Marine? PHEW!! You must have been the sorriest excuse for a marine in US military history!! I sleep better at night knowing they threw your ass out of there!!! Your pal, Tom

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Nice troll post Thomas.  Now I can see why they kicked you out of the moderated group.  Yes, I do own a Lincoln Towncar Cartier.  The Cartier edition cost me $15,000 more than a "regular" version.  By paying that extra sum, I think I’m entitled to call it a Cartier, thank you.  I bought a new Mitsubishi Eclipse GT with Triptronic transmission with a check tonight, so I don’t see how I’m so poor.  Where did you get this attitude that all southerners are poor white trash and northerners are well educated and upper-crust?  I can certainly see that it doesn’t apply in your case. Calvin Tait * Sent from RemarQ http://www.remarq.com The Internet’s Discussion Network * The fastest and easiest way to search and participate in Usenet – Free!

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HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! Thanks for a great laugh, taitorhead!!!  Couldn’t have happened to a "nicer" guy!!!! LOL!!! "Lincoln Towncar Cartier"? Who are you trying to impress with this description, "mr. insecure"??? I guess it is true that men with small dicks try to overcome their insecurities in other ways. You probably either lied about owning this car or live in a dumpy little apartment in a poor town just so you could afford a car that you hope will impress others. VERY typical POOR man’s thinking. Watch, next week he will complain he can’t afford meds or shrink bills!!! Sheeesh!! TL

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Sorry to hear about the accident.  I hope nobody was injured seriously.   Now, that being said I am gonna have to pull out my "woman" hat and say that your wife didn’t total the car…the "guy" who ran the red light did. And a Lincoln TownCar is such a nice vehicle too!    I hope things turn out ok for you. Mynx  :O) – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -On Fri, 03 Dec 1999 14:50:47 -0800, dragon <p_t…@yahoo.com

wrote: My wife just totaled out my Lincoln Towncar Cartier that I bought less than six months ago!  The guy rammed her when he ran a red light, but the police said that no one is at fault because there are no independent witnesses that stopped.  What a freakin’ load of crap!  I’m gonna come out a couple of G’s short because of the value of the car drops as soon as you drive it off the lot! Calvin Tait Pretty Pissed Off * Sent from RemarQ http://www.remarq.com The Internet’s Discussion Network * The fastest and easiest way to search and participate in Usenet – Free!

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My wife just totaled out my Lincoln Towncar Cartier that I bought less than six months ago!  The guy rammed her when he ran a red light, but the police said that no one is at fault because there are no independent witnesses that stopped.  What a freakin’ load of crap!  I’m gonna come out a couple of G’s short because of the value of the car drops as soon as you drive it off the lot! Calvin Tait Pretty Pissed Off * Sent from RemarQ http://www.remarq.com The Internet’s Discussion Network * The fastest and easiest way to search and participate in Usenet – Free!

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