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hi- it seems to me that there are plenty of people who suffer from bulimia that are overweight. there are also people who have anorexic behavior that are overweight. If you look back through old posts, i think adagio posted a lot of good messages regarding this topic. -starfisher
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I feel like a failure not only as a dieter but also as a bullemic. I have always had body image problems. (I went on my first diet when I was in the second grade even though I wasn’t fat) In the last 2 years I have gained 40 lbs. Partly, I think because of all the Pych.drugs aI have been taking. The one that REALLY caused weight gain was pxil. I am not taking that any more and have not purged in 6 weeks now. I spend 3 weeks in a day hospital last month but am really tempted to go back to my old behavior. I am tkaing so many drugs, I am afraid they are causeing me to gian weight, even thaough I have trhown away my scale. I do know that I have gone fm a size 10 to a 16 over the past 2 years and am TERRIFIED of getting bigger. I am taking Ritalin, Wellbutrin,Zoloft,Ambien, Neurontin and Klonapin. I was diagnosed with Bullemia, depression, anxiety, bi-polar2 and ADD (which I have known about for 10 years. Is there anyone else out there that is this much overweight but was diagnosed as Bullmic? Or can anyone shed some light on the med problem. Before you buy.
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Is there anyone else out there that is this much overweight but was diagnosed as Bullmic? Or can anyone shed some light on the med problem.
Spoiler for size mentions, no specific weights… * * * * * * * * ( * * Hey, well, I’m not a size 16,but I am a chubby bulimic–I’m into a size 10 now. I never did succeed in becoming really skinny–at my lowest I was a size 6 –and since I’ve been in revovery I’ve gained about 20 pounds–mind you, I was NOT underweight to begin with. So yeah, felt like a failure-I mean, here I was taking really extreme measures to be thin, and I just *couldn’t* get it right. And people tend to assume that if you don’t look emaciated, you ain’t sick–so i had to deal with some people (friends/fam) not really believeing I was sick–I wasn’t skinny so I must be exaggerating, or making it up, or dramatizing. ..that sort of thing. It was very Frustrating and hurtful. I mean, I looked ok, but I was going crazy, and feeling really unwell, but everyone was telling me that because I looked normal there was nothing wrong with me. ACk! As for the meds–can you talk to your psych. about cutting some of them out? I know that Zoloft is sometimes used alone to treat ADD since it has a slight stimulating effect and improves concentration, etc.–so maybe you could cut down on the Ritalin (with your doctor’s ok, of course).And there are a lot of non-drug ways to deal with ADD–training your attention, meditating, having a "coach" remind you of stuff, keeping a planner, etc. I have ADD too, and these have all been helpful. I’ve been diagnosed with bulimia, ADD, major depression, recurrant, and it appears that I have a possible personality disorder (borderline), so I know all about multiple diagnosis. But, I think it is kind of crazy that you are on so many meds. Can’t they streamline your routine a little bit– bipolar HAS to be treated with meds, but maybe some of your other problems could be tackled in alternate ways–like behavioral therapy, cognitive reframing, etc. Just a thought. –bec. Before you buy.
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hi- it seems to me that there are plenty of people who suffer from bulimia that are overweight. there are also people who have anorexic behavior that are overweight. If you look back through old posts, i think adagio posted a lot of good messages regarding this topic. -starfisher
Thanks… I was about to post about this. I was anorexic/bulimic for several years (17 years), and nobody took me seriously because I was still overweight. I would go to doctors and support groups asking for help with eating disorders, and all the doctors did was put me on a "diet" assuming that my problem was overeating, not starvation. All the "support group" people did was look at me incredulously. Yes, I can certainly relate to being a heavy person in a "thin person"’s disorder. It turns out I had other problems keeping me heavier, problems which were not even diagnosed until a few years ago, for entirely different reasons. I was missing periods, coincidentally at the same time as I first got together with my husband, so I thought I was pregnant, but 3 negative tests kinda gave the doctor the idea to test my thyroid. Who *knows* how long I’d had this problem. But when I read up on the symptoms of thyroid disorder, many of them I have had for *years* like the naturally dry skin. Also several threads on this group have revealed that there is a correlation between eating disorders and thyroid disorder, although I am not sure which comes first. Adagio — Never criticize someone until you have walked a mile in his shoes. That way, when you criticize him, you will be a mile away from him, and you will have his shoes.
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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – I feel like a failure not only as a dieter but also as a bullemic. I have always had body image problems. (I went on my first diet when I was in the second grade even though I wasn’t fat) In the last 2 years I have gained 40 lbs. Partly, I think because of all the Pych.drugs aI have been taking. The one that REALLY caused weight gain was pxil. I am not taking that any more and have not purged in 6 weeks now. I spend 3 weeks in a day hospital last month but am really tempted to go back to my old behavior. I am tkaing so many drugs, I am afraid they are causeing me to gian weight, even thaough I have trhown away my scale. I do know that I have gone fm a size 10 to a 16 over the past 2 years and am TERRIFIED of getting bigger. I am taking Ritalin, Wellbutrin,Zoloft,Ambien, Neurontin and Klonapin.
I do not claim to be an expert on anything,but have done more than my fair share of reading on meds for bipolar since being diagnosed in the spring. I am curious why you are taking two anti depressants. Two seems like a lot on anyone but as someone having bipolar I know that Paxil and Zoloft have both sent me into a manic phase, and I can feel that Wellbutrin is in the process of doing the same. :-)I know someone who takes Wellbutrin simply for ADD and considers it a godsend. Ive heard Zoloft can do the same thing. Throwing ritalin into the mix seems overdone. Of course I dont know you and I do know that everyones brain is different. None of these meds list weight gain as a side effect, though the combo of so many chemicals might do it. I was diagnosed with Bullemia, depression, anxiety, bi-polar2 and ADD (which I have known about for 10 years. Is there anyone else out there that is this much overweight but was diagnosed as Bullmic?
Yes, I was when diagnosed. Ironically the firt doctor I went to pretty much dismissed it as nothing and refused to refer me to a therapist. Grrr. Soon after the HMO randomly changed me to another doctor who is so much more compassionate and believing that you dont have to be thin to have a problem eating enough food and keeping it all down. Or can anyone shed some light on the med problem.
I think the best thing to do is arm yourself with knowledge. With bipolar disorder you gotta be willing to be in it for the long haul, because it doesnt go away. If you havent already find out as much as you can the disorder and various treatment options available today. New things have been approved by the FDA earlier this week or late last week. Ask your pdoc why you are on so many drugs, and what each of this is "fixing" fot you and address your concerns about weight. If they know what concerns you have my guess is that they will be willing to accomidate them. My doc knows all about my past food issues and current inability to accept gaining weight so he didn’t prescribe depakote (which will make you gain 40,50,60+ pounds over time) because he knew I simply wouldnt take it, as that weight gain would send me into a relapse. Take care of yourself! ~Astraeat — What made me think I could start clean slated? The hardest to learn was the least complicated… ~The Indigo Girls Before you buy.
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hi. it sounds to me like you’ve been diagnosed with about as many problems as i have!! regarding the meds issue…i have been seeing the same doctor for about 9 years now, and i never questioned the meds she was giving me. however, now that i talk to my therapist about it, it seems rational to go to a specialist regarding the combination of drugs i am taking. (e.g. of concern is my prozac…not indicated for bulimics). in light of my bulimia it might be better for me to take a different combination of drugs (or less…i hope!) so that there isn’t any permanent damage being done to my organs (e.g. liver). if you feel like you are on the wrong medications for you (i.e. due to weight gain), and if the amount of pills you are taking is of concern, i strongly reccommend you get a second opinion!! hope this is of some help
*hugs* -C
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you are not the only overweight bulimic… i am also in a size 16 and bulimic. the disease is not about weight or size, it’s about your emotional state. bulimia doesn’t make you thin (my parents had a hard time with this) becca – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – I feel like a failure not only as a dieter but also as a bullemic. I have always had body image problems. (I went on my first diet when I was in the second grade even though I wasn’t fat) In the last 2 years I have gained 40 lbs. Partly, I think because of all the Pych.drugs aI have been taking. The one that REALLY caused weight gain was pxil. I am not taking that any more and have not purged in 6 weeks now. I spend 3 weeks in a day hospital last month but am really tempted to go back to my old behavior. I am tkaing so many drugs, I am afraid they are causeing me to gian weight, even thaough I have trhown away my scale. I do know that I have gone fm a size 10 to a 16 over the past 2 years and am TERRIFIED of getting bigger. I am taking Ritalin, Wellbutrin,Zoloft,Ambien, Neurontin and Klonapin. I was diagnosed with Bullemia, depression, anxiety, bi-polar2 and ADD (which I have known about for 10 years. Is there anyone else out there that is this much overweight but was diagnosed as Bullmic? Or can anyone shed some light on the med problem. Before you buy.
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HI there. What I don’t understand is how a medication can make you gain weight. I mean, one would suspect that the only way to gain weight is by consuming more calories that you expend.
There are also many biological reasons. Weight gain, and/or lack of weight loss even while in the throes of anorexic and bulimic behavior for months on end showed it for me. The thyroid gland, when not functioning properly, can bring one’s metabolism to a screeching halt. So, if natural biological malfunctions can do this, then it’s not so hard to believe that putting certain chemicals into your body can contribute to that as well. The body is a weird and wonderful and baffling machine. I messed with that machine for far too long, and now am in recovery to try and undo some of the crap that I did to it. Adagio — Never criticize someone until you have walked a mile in his shoes. That way, when you criticize him, you will be a mile away from him, and you will have his shoes.
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HI there. What I don’t understand is how a medication can make you gain weight. I mean, one would suspect that the only way to gain weight is by consuming more calories that you expend. However, when I was on risperidone I gained weight. Maybe it was just water gain. But to an anorexic, gain is gain. Is there anyone out there who can explain this? I know that Lithium causes weight gain. But is it the medication or that it just increases your appetite. Curious Mouse — Free audio & video emails, greeting cards and forums Talkway – http://www.talkway.com – Talk more ways (sm)
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Hi, I am bulimic, and now am slightly underweight. However, when I first began bulimia, my weight fluctuated dramatically…at one point I was 30 pounds over. Bulimia will not always make someone thin; neither will anorexia, despite the emaciated stereotype. An eating disorder royally screws your metabolism, making it slow down or speed up or attempt to do both and switch back and forth between the two. If this option is open to you, I think you should find a therapist who is experienced in eating disorders. Good luck, take care of yourself, blot — I’m not tense — just terribly, terribly alert. Spamstop address: ‘zianet’ tastes better then ’spam’
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HI there. What I don’t understand is how a medication can make you gain weight. I mean, one would suspect that the only way to gain weight is by consuming more calories that you expend. However, when I was on risperidone I gained weight. Maybe it was just water gain. But to an anorexic, gain is gain. Is there anyone out there who can explain this? I know that Lithium causes weight gain. But is it the medication or that it just increases your appetite.
some medications increase appetite. besides caloric increase – you must consider the basal metabolic rate. some medications slow down the functions of the central nervous system which in turn slows down the bmr.
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hey, jill. I’m not very overweight at all, but I am large for someone so eating-disordered. I range from 125 to 135 lbs, and I’m 5′7". Most people picture an ed person to be emaciated, but I look like Marilyn Monroe. I’ve been bulimic for six years, and I’m only seventeen. The drugs obviously aren’t working. I’ve been on every one that exists, and they usually make me worse because they make me gain weight. You have to understand this, though: even if you were thinner, you would still be depressed. I got down to 105, once, and I still hated myself. YOu have to know how to love yourself at 100 and at 175lbs, even 300lbs, because personal worth is NOT a direct function of scale numbers or waist-size. I know, it’s hard for me to believe, too. If you lost weight though, you would feel better— but only if it weren’t from throwing up or over-exercising. If it were healthy, you’d gain self-respect, and love yourself more and be full of healthy pride. I encourage you to try, but I should talk (I sound like such a hypocrite as I say all this!!! I throw up 5 to 10 times a day. I have done irreparable damage to my body, though). I would enjoy hearing from you, so write me if you need any support. I feel like a failure, too. with love, Wednesday
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some medications increase appetite. besides caloric increase – you must
consider the basal metabolic rate. some medications slow down the functions of the central nervous system which in turn slows down the bmr. Zoloft is one of these meds!!! I didn’t know it until last night when I had my psychiatrist appt. for medication evaluation. He pointed out that part of my weight gain is because of Zoloft!
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Hi, this is a response to the message from the person who is on SO many meds! I know that certain psych meds can cause or be a factor in weight gain. And I agree with the others that you are on ALOT. I am an ER nurse so am very familiar with the drugs that have been prescribed to you. I’m wondering why so many antidepressants? Wellbutrin is noted for having an uplifting effect, and can help ADD, and Zoloft is another good SSRI antidepressant, but why multiple drups for the same thing. The Klonipin will have a sedating effect, often used for bipolar disorder. I might want to get another opinion if I were you. Sorry, don’t mean to sound like an armchair pseudo-doc. I am bulimic and I know it makes me crazy when I gain weight, so I sympathize with your feeings. I am on an antidepressant, have been on one kind or another for many years. I just accept that about myself, it’s really only neurotransmitters in the brain, so I don’t have any shame about it any more. I just started reading and writing here. I’m not recovering from bulimia. I’ve been doing it for 30 years. I wonder if that’s a record. I’m certainly not proud of it. Lily * Sent from AltaVista http://www.altavista.com Where you can also find related Web Pages, Images, Audios, Videos, News, and Shopping. Smart is Beautiful
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I can totally understand how you feel–I was the same way! I feel like I am not being bulimic enough (HA! What a joke…!!) if I am not losing weight…..when I let the ED take over…..so I know about failure……. I was also hospitalized fro bulimia, and they also discovered that I was BiPolar2 when I was in there 3 years ago, and when I got out….I gained weight, too. I hated it then….and I hate it now!!! I am three sixes larger than when I went into the hospital, and I am scared of getting any bigger, but I know that I won’t–because now that my body has adapted to eating….and keeping what I eat…..my metabolism has adjusted, and I am staying where I am weight-wise. Sure….I would love to be the same sixe I was when I was in the hospital–but not at the price of my health! No way! It’s not worth it! It has taken 3 years for me to learn new habits, and to try to see myself in a better way–and to not see myself by what size I wear, or what number I weigh—and I still stuggle with it occasionally, but I am getting better. Mentally, I am in a better place….I accept that I am not perfect, and I am more comfortable with who I am. I don’t think that your weight gain has much to do with the meds that you are on…..though I am sure that it wouldn’t hurt to get another opinion…..it takes time for your body to reset itself and recover from the damage that you did to it. Have you heard the phrase "It has to get worse before it gets better"??? My therapist said that if I keep that in mind when I am struggling with those issues, that I should remember that phrse, and know that it will get better. If you’d like to talk, E-mail me. Hope you feel better……take care! hugs…….Karen
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I know that Lithium causes weight gain
actually if you follow the requirements of the amount of water you need to drink with lithium you don’t gain weight. At least I didn’t, but I also drank about a minimum of 10 glasses of water a day. "~an angel’s face is tricky to wear constantly~" "~just when you’ve escaped you have yourself to fear~" Purple People Tori Amos "I got my rape hat on honey but I always could accessorize" ~~Tori Amos…Talula
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HI there. What I don’t understand is how a medication can make you gain weight. I mean, one would suspect that the only way to gain weight is by consuming more calories that you expend. However, when I was on risperidone I gained weight. Maybe it was just water gain. But to an anorexic, gain is gain. Is there anyone out there who can explain this? I know that Lithium causes weight gain. But is it the medication or that it just increases your appetite.
From what I have encounterd in my attempt to find useful meds is that the ones that increase your weight do so by making you hungry all the time. It wasnt that when I got hungry it was more severe, but that I would get hungry for a full meal only a few hours after eating one. As far as lithium goes, it has a lot to do with your sodium levels so I dont know if it can also make you retain water. I never had that, just the rapid returns of hunger after eating. Curious Mouse — Free audio & video emails, greeting cards and forums Talkway – http://www.talkway.com – Talk more ways (sm)
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ummm, according to the BMI (body mass index) you are NOT overweight at all, in fact you are on the smaller side of average. PLEASE love yourself as you are. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – hey, jill. I’m not very overweight at all, but I am large for someone so eating-disordered. I range from 125 to 135 lbs, and I’m 5′7". Most people picture an ed person to be emaciated, but I look like Marilyn Monroe. I’ve been bulimic for six years, and I’m only seventeen. The drugs obviously aren’t working. I’ve been on every one that exists, and they usually make me worse because they make me gain weight. You have to understand this, though: even if you were thinner, you would still be depressed. I got down to 105, once, and I still hated myself. YOu have to know how to love yourself at 100 and at 175lbs, even 300lbs, because personal worth is NOT a direct function of scale numbers or waist-size. I know, it’s hard for me to believe, too. If you lost weight though, you would feel better— but only if it weren’t from throwing up or over-exercising. If it were healthy, you’d gain self-respect, and love yourself more and be full of healthy pride. I encourage you to try, but I should talk (I sound like such a hypocrite as I say all this!!! I throw up 5 to 10 times a day. I have done irreparable damage to my body, though). I would enjoy hearing from you, so write me if you need any support. I feel like a failure, too. with love, Wednesday
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hi take care! Winnie – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – hey, jill. I’m not very overweight at all, but I am large for someone so eating-disordered. I range from 125 to 135 lbs, and I’m 5′7". Most people picture an ed person to be emaciated, but I look like Marilyn Monroe. I’ve been bulimic for six years, and I’m only seventeen. The drugs obviously aren’t working. I’ve been on every one that exists, and they usually make me worse because they make me gain weight. You have to understand this, though: even if you were thinner, you would still be depressed. I got down to 105, once, and I still hated myself. YOu have to know how to love yourself at 100 and at 175lbs, even 300lbs, because personal worth is NOT a direct function of scale numbers or waist-size. I know, it’s hard for me to believe, too. If you lost weight though, you would feel better— but only if it weren’t from throwing up or over-exercising. If it were healthy, you’d gain self-respect, and love yourself more and be full of healthy pride. I encourage you to try, but I should talk (I sound like such a hypocrite as I say all this!!! I throw up 5 to 10 times a day. I have done irreparable damage to my body, though). I would enjoy hearing from you, so write me if you need any support. I feel like a failure, too. with love, Wednesday
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YOu have to know how to love yourself at 100 and at 175lbs, even 300lbs, because personal worth is NOT a direct function of scale numbers or waist-size. I know, it’s hard for me to believe, too.
Wednesday (oh how I love that name…its so pretty)…this is SO true, but for many of us, and me included, my personal worth has been wrapped up in my weight/size for so long now. I wish I could live by different rules…that I could throw the scale out and rip the sizes out of my clothing…to go back to a day when I was "smaller". UGH Nikki "… lost in the darkness of my own circumstance, criticizing echoes leaving me awake in the night… the barrier and blockades that keep me safe and in control while I pretend that I am okay… "
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